Hey,

Thought I'd better post something..

Just got dumped for being a wuss and need to explore and extinguish this behaviour.

failed most of her bullshit tests by becoming a conventional guy (used to own my own business as a Personal trainer - now work as a f&cking IT drone) because I was not aware of what I was becoming.

Any quick ways to stop being a wuss and moving on?

To show you how much of a wuss I am I still think I can learn to de-wussify myself and win her back..which I am sure is not advisable since she broke up with me in the first place?

Anyway on with some learning I guess.

That's all you can do brother.
You've already taken a step in the right direction. Feel proud about that alone.
No matter what backgrounds we've all come from, it would appear we are all in the same boat now man. Time to start rowing back to shore.