| it is however the first time iv used this name, i take it u have all read the game, yes, well at the end where he meets that lass who hates his game and just wants him to be himself and fuck the showiness. well yes, that happens, and thats where i am, alot harder to change after 2 years of getting everything u want, being able to watch a girls heart melt into yr hands and have the power to crush it in a breath. being able to manipulate, seduce and destroy life. im not going to lie, once u feel it u dont always act modestly and right with it.
im an ego maniac..
and iv destroyed hearts, crushed girls to tears just because i can,
i was cruel and when asked y, i would just say 'because i can'
iv fucked best friends of best friend just because they wanted me.
iv fucked gfs,
wives
seduced grand mothers
seduced women for there money
been offered homes to live in,
and while i do it all im seen as charming.
but when realization hits u in the face, u meet someone that has so much more power than u, is more beautiful than u, and has more of an attitude, has the same rep, but hers is ill deserved while yours isnt. she has all yr power yet uses it to do right. she makes u fall for her, keeps u next to her, but never lets u in. all because of wot u have done.
this has happened to me, and now she is here shes made me see the error in my ways, all i can see is her, yet she dosnt let me close. all i want to do is change....
iv never been in love, but iv got oneites. and im not going to lie, she is too good for me, and its all i deserve, to be bitten by the one i cant get.
finally im here to help people who want my help, to help them not make my mistakes, when u use this, understand wot u are learning, and use it to become a better person...
i did all this before i even hit 20... i was too young, too young and it came too natural. but iv learnt wot is important now.
i wish u luck...
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