what's up fellas! I'm Brush, 18yo and a international student at Middle Earth.
I've been browsing here for a few months now but was not interested in learning PU because my lack of confidence. Like when a HB is around my heart beat rises, my hand start shaking and my face redden like an apple, i could probably manage a "hh..hi" or a "h...how are...due.." but later i would fuck up. i thought i could never learn to become a PUA until I read The Game by Neil Strauss and that fucking awesome book changed my mind.

I'm gerneally shy around people and is full of AA. The thought of talking to any stranger terrifies me. At parties I'm always sitting by myself and don't want to talk to people because I'm afraid of fucking up. I'm also very defensive toward other people even when they are making a joke I would end up offended and realize it later but they would have walked off because of my weird reaction.

but i know that I could change. To me, Learning PU would be so much more then just become good with HBs but also with people in general. it will be a wonderful, life changing experience and I'm ready to grow and have fun.


I thought I'd start off by strengthening my inner game to rise my confidence and my self esteem before actual sarging on field . I failed the newbie mission like crazy so i went online and found a ebook on AA with a extremely long name by Eric Disco. It suggested to approach at least one woman everyday for two months and i think it would be quite a good start for me. what do you guys think?

Cheers
Brush