Hi, my name is Jordan. I am 6'4" very athletic clean-cut style. I live a healthy and entertaining life style. I have talent that I am improving. I play guitar, not in a band due to my small social circle...or lack there of.

I play basketball and workout at lifetime fitness almost every day...at least 4 times a week doing either basketball or weights, so you you can imagine I am in very athletic shape...better than most of the other guys there.

Perfect white teeth, dark hair...tall dark and hansom look if I could categorize my own style.

I drive an F-150 pickup, been live on my own from age 18yr's old...I am 19, I starting school at ACC, I also have my own house in south Austin that would be great for partying or just having girls over for drinks. I want to build a DIY sports bar in the living room and put a tropical fish tank in my bedroom.

I can't explain why I can't get the courage to at least say 1 word to these girls. I am not kidding when I say this, I have allot of girls who give me that...look, some others do the touch as they walk by. I can't go a day with out getting a IOI reaction from at least 2-3 girls every stop doing everyday tasks...super market, work, and going to the gym.

I get all kinds of them approaching me...some are old as hell...lol there was a lady who was old enough to be my mom hitting on me at the store last week she forced my her number down my throat..gah!

I can't do it..I just have a very strange view on women. I am guessing its because of all the recent changes I have made they are starting to notice me more than before. I had to ditch an entire set of friends who I can't let influence me any more if I am going to succeed in life...the "druggie crowd"x10 So I have not been able to patch a new crowed together because of my old habits put a bad label on my name from the past. I have literally changed almost everything bad for the better, except my social status.

I am not permafried or have criminal record...lucky me, not lucky for the rest of that old crowd.

Anyways, I am lacking a few things that make me a bit shaky on the confidence. I am having a hard time relating to allot of the other people around my age group. My confidence is not that strong with most of them because of again, my past fucking me over. I can't change there views on me untill they see the proof that I can do allot of good things in this world. I have a very strong sense of determination

I quit smoking cigs from red's. Stopped smoking pot. and got into the best shape of my life all at 1 time. I can do the things I put my mind to, believe it.

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But anyway, the point is that sense I am lacking some fundamental things that develop my social circle, its dragging me down in allot of other areas...work being the main thing, I lost a job because I could not socialize correctly. I need help in that area.....badly, I don't know what to do.

Anybody who has tips on this please post.