Whats up guys. Thought that I would just introduce myself...

My names Dylan Filingeri. My last name sounds like two names (Fill and Jerry) which girls tease me about all the time. If you have anything that I could say to this that would pua like, then let me know. Btw look me up on facebook.

I'm currently a junior in high school. I just picked up The Game by Neil Strauss at Barnes and Nobles not too long ago. God was that an embarrassing experience. Almost like buying condoms for the first time. But the guy at the store that I talked to seemed chill about it and said "Anything that helps right?"

I want to learn the game because I haven't been good with girls my whole life. I think part of this is because I just haven't been confident in myself what so ever. I've been my own worst enemy my entire life, and as I found out last year, I've had a chemical imbalance too. Last year I got really depressed and missed a bunch of school. So now I'm on medicine and working on building my confidence so that doesn't happen again.

All my life I've been relatively shy because I just don't have a high self esteem. I have a hard time dealing with the "what ifs". They always get the best of me instead of just saying "|||| it".

I would say that I'm generally attractive. I have acne which gets me down a lot, and I've been treating it for the past 2 damn years! But I just went to a wake yesterday and my entire family says that I'm so good looking and shit, so I guess I am. But then when I don't see it, I feel like I have such expectations to fill, and get down on myself. Oh and I hate my voice. But I mean who doesn't right? Sometimes this hold me back from actually talking because I'm so self conscious of it.

So back to becoming a PUA. I know I have it in me. But I can't seem to get over these stupid sticking points I have. If you have any books, dvds, ebooks, anything you recommend..it would be greatly appreciated. And if you had anything on highschool game that'd be good too..