i'm wondering how i ever got here................

24, very few friends, and in a totally crumbling marriage.

i've read on some other forums good things about this place, and i hope that i can look within myself, and find the courage to make the necessary changes to be the man i want to be.

this goes far beyond wanting to be able to pick up a 10 at the club. thats just a nice perk. i want to be the guy that everyone listens when he speaks, the guy that never tells a bad joke, the guy that everyone wants to hang with on a friday night.

so here i sit on a saturday night, no friends to go to the bar with, trying to figure out where i went so horribly wrong.

thats my hello

Hey DocHol1day,

These may look like bad times for you right now. And depending how serious you are about all this, this is going to be a very exciting time for you. Your going to be challenged in ways you never thought possible, and as each challenge, its going to force you to look deeper inside yourself.
Let me promise you this, you may get scared at times, but this is one of the greatest things that can happen to you. Everyone will guide you, but you will utimately make these decisions for yourself. My last piece of advice. Their is no wrong in what you do, just believe in it.

Peace
Samex