Hey I'm Roxstar, and I'm 15 year old Asian. I exercise daily, improve my social skills daily, and I'm trying to start up my own business. I am not allowed to lease a building though... So for now, I'm trying to make money online.

Ever since I had my first girlfriend and first kiss at 4, I've been all about getting girls. I've never disliked girls and I always got teased for it.

But I got psyched out when I was 6 or 7 when a female, older cousin said, "Aww... Someday some girl's going to break your heart.". And I was too young to comprehend and defend myself. This really confused me... And I became a little socially awkward.

I didn't get very good with girls again until I was about 12 and was a romantic. But I also got addicted to falling in love, which really sucked. I always had at least one crush, and for one girl I had massive anxiety around. There was Laura, Amanda, Stephanie and Megan who I had crushes on and off from grades 3-7. Most of it was for Laura, but it was unrequited love... And I fell into clinical depression - I actually took tests, and tried half-hearted attempts at suicide. And I have almost had sex twice... But the girl fell asleep both times -.-' If I did it when she was sleeping it kind of felt like rape to me.

By grade 8 I left it behind, and I was already trying to learn how to flirt from really bad sites... That just made me worse, and a loser too. I had approach anxiety, and was mediocrely popular - but I always set myself apart, and thought of myself as the best. I had contradictory confidence. I also fell for this English girl, except she was a real ice queen... Little did she know what would happen in grade 10 - my current grade.

Grade 9. Ahhh, grade 9. I love this year because this is the year I finally broke from the pack. There were some new students (now my best friends) and they were great with people, and pretty good at talking to girls. I studied them this year, and I also discovered Swinggcat - who I think is awesome because he revealed a whole new world to me. If anyone talks shit about him, I will fight them. I have been taught in several different martial arts. I also met a lot of girls off Facebook - Candace, Alix, Chelsea, Vanessa, etc. And Facebook also made my popularity go up and down. I had girls who thought I was really hot because I had topless pictures of me - and girls actually fought for me. One of them still flirts with me and calls me sweetie and babe. I tried picking up girls on the street... But ended up fruitless - approach anxiety, couldn't keep up conversations or tell stories, and learning to correct my body language, and stuff.

Grade 10. This is the year I am in now, and I love it. So far I have met a Russian girl online... who tried scamming me. I made my worst enemy - the ice queen from England - have a massive crush on me; she won't admit it, and keeps talking smack about me though, I can see it in her eyes and actions. We ended up playing footsie in French class after I learned how to use my eyes from something I heard from Cory Skyy. That was a funny, funny day. And we've also had some really sweet moments together. But we bicker too much... and we keep stealing each other's friends. ;p I also have a friend who is obsessed with pick-up, so I borrowed a lot of CD's and DVD's and books from him. They really helped me in my school life and be more popular. Most people like me, and I control the interactions, come almost completely out of my shell there, don't get nervous, I have bigger balls... but I've always had more than anybody else. So now it's just crazy. I picked up a girl last week, and she seems cool... But I couldn't get out of my house until today because there was a ton of snow blocking me. We're going to date in the New Year because we know the weather won't block us. She's saving a New Year's kiss for me.

Anyways, I think I'm well on my way to being great with women. But I feel like I'm running out... I've met a lot of girls in my city, and my spectrum is pretty limited because I want to find somebody who's between 14-16. I guess I could go older, and I don't want to go any younger because they're immature. I know... that was only a couple years ago. If I date someone who's 17 or 18, then they can drive and I can't - and I'll laugh so fucking hard if I can pull that off. But I know that I can get girls regardless of age, looks, and money... But still, it's weird.

When I am 18 I am going to find JT aka The Asian Playboy. He's my benchmark, and I want to be a challenge to him.

Wow, maybe i'm getting into this game a little late at 22.

in grade 8, i was trying to play soccer better and letting things happen "naturally", lol, of course it never happened that way, but i did get laid in grade 9. alcohol was a factor, and she probably doesn't remember me. my high school years i gravitated towards the very socially awkward girls, who would talk to anyone if they would just listen, and got a reputation has a harmless listener. Under the radar. A few lessons in massages, tons of practice, and usually had girls making out with me before they knew what was going on.

I don't know if that'll help you, because you seem to be well ahead of yourself in years.

Best of luck, may the game be in you.

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No ninjas do not use photoshop.
We use ms paint. very well i might add.

No, I just got into it really early. And I've always liked girls. Alec Greven is just crazy though... 9 years old, has a book on pick-up which is sold nationally, writing two MORE books. If I started young, then he's just... Amazing.
thank you.

i study pick-up and seduction more often than my homework. but i don't do my homework very often, anyways.
And also with you.

LOL, epic quote!