Hi, I'm not entirely new to the seduction community, but I mine as well be because my growth has been little to none throughout most of my studies. I have half-assedly studied bits and pieces of David D's material. I seek to become a full fledged matured man, but I realize it will take work on my part. I have been actively trying to make myself a better person by practicing mindfulness meditation and by trying to overcome my fear of being around people. I have what many people call social anxiety, or excessive shyness. I hope to eradicate my fears and become the full fledged powerful confident decision making man that I know I am capable of.