Hey guys, my name is Derek from OH and IN. I've had some really horrible luck with girls...well, not really. I've been my own worst enemy.


All through high school, I had girls ALWAYS coming up to me, asking to hang out with me, asking me to pick them up, even really hanging out with them but not doing ANYTHING with them. I mean, the last years of my life have been sheer hell; I can name 2 girls in the past 3 years who I have been so in love with that I used to cry myself to sleep back in HS wanting them so bad. I was so shy that, even though they clearly made it clear that they wanted me, I couldn't act on it. Most recently, a girl who I couldn't spill to (an EXTREMELY beautiful Russian immigrant), was literally on her knees begging me to just be her friend if nothing else. I couldn't do it. Since then, I've forced myself to start getting out and socializing, and getting intimate with girls. It's been very tough for me, I've had a very very tough life but I'm coming back with a vengeance! Recently, I found out that that beautiful Russian was not only expecting a little girl, but also engaged to be married. Bleh, it rocked my world soo fucking hard I couldn't stop thinking about it for weeks. It really hurts, but I need to move on. I'm getting somewhat good with teaching myself to talk to these girls; I mean hell, I feel that I'm pretty gifted in my looks and the hardest part, the approach, is usually done for me. In fact, I've had beautiful girls in my room beg me to sleep with them; I just pretended like I didn't hear them (that's how much of a challenge this whole thing has been for me...lol, it's no joke. I'm very shy).


Anyway, I lost my virginity over the summer, have started picking up women alright, but I decided to go out and look for more information wherever I could find it. I also turn 21 in about a month, so I'll be able to go to the clubs and really socialize and get to have more opportunity to pick up beautiful women, more so than I can now by far. Some more general information in case I forgot to post it(I'll just copy it from Breaker's post, lol):

In case I forgot to answer any of the into questions:
>where you're located
OH and IN
>your age
20
>how you got into "the game"
Tired of all the unbearable heartbreak caused by my shyness.
>how long you've been studying and practicing pickup
About...6 months?
>which pickup method(s) you like to use
I don't know...lol. I haven't read up on any of this shit lol.
>what your hobbies/passions are
Playing guitar and keyboards, computer programming and web design are among my favorite passions/hobbies
>what your goals are
I have a lot of really high goals. I'd like to own a multi billion dollar corporation(be it in web design, programming or music. I'm currently pursuing a business in all these fields AND have spent all my life learning them) and...win a gold in the olympics for America by the time I'm 30.


Hope that covers it

-K.I.D