| Greetings Sports fans... I'll go by Donovan Kane... D.K. is fine too, but no wrestling ogre references.
Back story: 2 1/2 years ago I met, as if in a dream, or like one of those 'the secret' -fuck-wit' manifestations; the absolute walking wet dream of my fantasies. I nailed her...( er, well... my 'PUA' vernacular is likely to be sub par for quite some time folks... so bear with me.) i.e. I booked her, after chatting her up for two hours off and on; and staggering through sorte after sorte of hers and my friends and unfamiliars. drunk off my rocker, I had forgotten that I had gotten her number... She showed it to actually be in my phone when I stubled up to her to get it, again....
We went out, or rather met for mid afternoon boozing 2 fays later. Two of her co-worker girlfriends weree there, and I tried to engage them as much as I really began to try to get to know, flirt with, charm, laugh, et.all .. with Her.
7 hours later ( NO shit boys... I traded my liver in for a sump-pump eons ago ) I'm walking her home, hand in hand and stumbeling in that jovial drunken manner... KNOWING that I've found one of the good ones... and that no matter what, I Am not going anywhere past her front gate. ( is it sinking in yet? I'll stay a sap... but I ... ah... whatever... you all kno wthe deal.. and if you read this far.. well, you're the fucking champion... )
yeah... lem'me wrap it up.
6 months of thinking that no matter what I do, I'm gonna stick with this woman and prove to her that I am dedicated and serious... that I love her and that no barrage of shit tests is going to stop me or keep me from proving that I am the man for her.... and, 6 month o fher fucking other people and lying to me about everything, and bailing on epic dates and leaving my bed in the middle of the night to go wherever the hell else she went... you'd think I'd have been releaved when she finally said she was done, and fully in a relationship with someone else ( btw, the fella is an ex-husband of her ex-best girlfriend... said girl also happens to be her first lay... 'they call me drama!' )
'ahem'
that was two years ago.... to say I haven't been propositioned is absurd. I dont really need help so much in the pick-up department. ( if anything, I want to maintain a less than 'Serengeti-like' aggro nature while out in the flippant social world of La.La. land... A few too many drinks and I can be a real 'Jar-Head' type a' jerk at this point.... well, I know I do it to myself, fro having said "I'd go on alone till i found her equal or rival and could REALLY make it count"... but shit getting ridiculous now... and I need to rehab... mentally, emotionally, phisically... and two years without sex makes me wonder if I'll ever firnd "my special purpose" again, Dig?
I dont quite know what I aim to get out of this community, but I surely could use a jump-start. In earnest, i have MANY things to dfo before I can even start to go out and really put myself in aposition to seduce worthy women, but as it is said : The Future IS NOW! So... here I am..
Enter Donovan Kane.... I am honored to be in your company.
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