I'm 21 years old, out here on my own in a small town in Illinois.

I go to college, and I'm also a full time factory worker and own my own house.

It's a busy life. I live for the weekends.

I've had decent luck with women in my years. I've been with 15, which is meh. But it just feels like all of those women required no game, they just kinda fell into my lap. I think almost all of those girls I slept with were introduced to me by chance through work, school, or friends. I successfully "gamed" some of them I suppose, but it didn't feel like it was an accomplishment, a pick up. Basically what I'm saying is I've never really been able to just walk up to a girl in a social setting, charm her, and take her home. Even my online game is weak.

I've always been a pretty introverted person, and I'm plagued with the shock of social anxiety whenever I go anywhere in public. I tense up, avoid eye contact, don't smile, and that makes for a pretty lonely life.

I used to absorb the writings of Shark, an amazing figure in game and pick ups. He used to run a blog called SolveMyGirlProblems, and it helped my game like no other back then. Unfortunately he deleted his site. It helped a lot having him, but my game still sucks these days. I have a lot of learning to do.

But anyway, I've always known about the PUA community, but never got in or absorbed much of the knowledge out here. But that's gonna change. I'm tired of the social anxiety, tired of the lonely nights, and the depression that comes with it. I'm out to reinvent myself, and use the PUA knowledge to improve my life in all aspects of it. Clean myself up, eat better, work out more, be more social, get more friends, work harder on my business endeavors to escape this awful factory work, and most important, bang as many girls as humanly possible.

Wish me luck brothers