| May this post find you well.
I'm writing this post at midnight in Jerusalem pretty drunk, so I apologize in advance if there are issues in my grammar.
Anyways, I'm 21 years old, and I have recently broken up with my ex-girlfriend of nearly 2 and a half years. I'm currently a student, and I'll be graduating pretty soon. My hobbies include playing basketball, app-development, and most recently, weight lifting (I've been flirting with the idea of pursuing body building as well). I consider myself to be a social person. I have no problem introducing myself to someone for the first time, and more importantly, making a great first impression on someone comes natural to me.
The past two years were defined by my relationship with my now ex-girlfriend. We started dating officially when I was 18 years old, and our relationship was unlike anything I've ever experienced. I truly believed that I found what one would call "true love." But as our relationship went on, I found myself disintegrating as a person; I wasn't happy, I wasn't pursuing things that made me happy, but most of all, the relationship took a toll on my confidence. I left the relationship so confused regarding who I was as an individual.
Slowly but surely, I've been working my way towards bettering myself. I've cut out all of the negative people in my life and surrounded myself with others who share the same passion for enjoying life to the fullest. The biggest thing for me in regaining my confidence is to break down my ego, and quite literally giving zero fucks.
Since being single, my life has been nothing short of blessed. I have the good fortune of having a healthy family, I go to a great college (On Wisconsin!), and I have some of the best friends that anyone could ask for.
But there is one thing that I desperately am seeking help with: I want to be able to have the confidence in myself to be able to approach any woman that my heart desires, and be able to close the deal with her. When it comes to this issue, I would say that this is the one thing that frustrates me the most in my quest to become the best alpha that I can possibly be.
I've been exposed to the teachings of Style and Mystery, but I do believe that actually going in the field and failing is the only way to succeed. I don't want to read books that promise to answer all of my questions. I want to meet up with others who share the same passion as me, and along the way, developed strong relationships with those that want the same out of life as I do.
Any insight on this is greatly appreciated!
I'm new to all of this, but I believe that I've come to the right place to begin my journey! I'm ready for all of the trials and tribulations that will come my way. I'm ready to stumble and fall, but I'm prepared to bounce right back and keep learning.
Best,
Gezmar
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