Hello fellow PUAs/AFC etc.

Here is my story of becoming a PUA:
I heard of PUA back in 08' and was highly interested. I was only a sophomore in High school when I saw the VH1 reality show hosted by Mystery and I was super intrigued, I began my own journal using unreadable code that I made up (yes im a geek).

I was a major loaner, but was quite good looking (Don’t mean to brag) the females would all tell me. I wasn’t the most social person, but would speak to people in class, my antisocial personality was my major down fall (Still is). All the females would see me as eye candy but nothing more, it made me sad and made me feel sort of unwanted, so I just kept to myself. I went to a very small high school, so I was pretty much known as a loaner. Anyway... it was like the forth episode into the VH1 show (season 1), when I decided to put "The Mystery Method" to the test.

I’m a very analytical person, and think in a linear, algorithmic way. So I understood what mystery was talking about in his approach to picking up the babes. There was going to be a football game later that night. I thought this is my chance, new girls from the other town... perfect. My mind started assembling my devious but innocent plan.

I got to the football game (alone), and began to put my plan into action "approach, neg, calibrate, kino escalate, calibrate, escalate, etc.”

First set is saw was a three set with 2 females I deemed worthy of my targets (HB9, HB6, HB4). With a chest full of anxiety;I calculated my angle of approach. The three females were standing at the concession stand as i walked up.
Me: "Hey would yall give me your opinion on something"
HB6: "tehehe, yeah"
Me: "I need to know if yall like my hat, or if you like that guys" (as I pointed to the guy in the back of me with my thumb"
(I had a plaid flat top hat; he had the kind of hat that 50Cent wears)

HB?: I think that looks good on you. (She reached up for my hat and wiggled it on my head, IOI 1)
Me: Awesome, it was a gift from my brother; check it out it has a pocket in side. (Showed them the pocket)
HB?: wow that is cool you can stash your money in there.
Me: yep, I put the cap on one HB6.

We shot the shit for a gooood while, and I was executing my plan successfully, it was all about kino for me.
One of the girls left for some reason or other and I was cool with it because she was not one of my targets. I thought this was perfect because it makes it easier for me to make the two targets gain interest in me and maybe get a bit jealous of eachother.

At the end of the night I had both females in my arms with their arms hanging around my neck. I’m not going to lie that made me feel like a total badass. This was after all my first approach, and it was successful! What was even cooler was that all my classmates saw me with two females in my arms, they even commented on it a few times while I was escorting the females around. I did not have a phone at that age, but had MySpace; they added me the next day. IDK what sort of "closing" that was, I guess a Social network close. lol.

I got back to school and people started looking at me differently. A few girls started to chat me up walking through the halls every now and then, blah blah blah. Still never got a girl friend, but I kiss closed a couple of the females I picked up (One of these was my first kiss).

I had to move away from that school because of my parents (still my sophmore year). I moved to the new school, at started executing my new skills in the field. Successful my game was, but I started to become my old antisocial self. I stopped gaming all together and developed a bad.... VERY BAD case of oneitis.

This HB10 blew my mind. I was obsessed I will admit, and that is what pulled me out of the game. I forgot most of the theory, and tactics. She lost interest I me, and moved on, I was still suffering from oneitis.

Im 21 years old now, and I have decided to get back into the game since I am out of school (including college). I am reading Styles phenomenal book "The Game", watching videos, chatting with some of the fellow PUAs in chat (Thanks guys). I have approached a couple of sets, and waitresses at restraunts.
I really want to get better, I want to lose weight (I’m not the same sexy young stud I was back in high school). I traded in my abs for flabs, and lost my pecs .. I will get them back though; I joined a gym that is very intense.

All advice will be greatly appreciated from anyone! puas and afcs alike. Feel free to message me anytime or respond to my posts. Critique me.. anything!.. i just want to get better.

My Sticking points are:
Approaching: I have a pretty bad case of anxiety
Kino: I don’t want females to touch me because I have this tire around my waist.
Keeping up a convo: I don’t really know what to say to avoid awkward situations. I’m learning from YouTube about "threading", mystery talks about it in one of the seminars.
I don’t have any wingmen, or friends that have an interest in PUA... honestly, my friends would probably ridicule me for thinking about gaming. So I’m learning on my own. FYI: I’m in San Antonio TX in case any other ppl out there are looking for wingmen.

Adios!
- Circuit