and I got a big monkey on my back about women.

They fancy me, they want me......yet I have a huge problem when it comes to them. They scare me. Sometimes I play it too cool, or I act too complex. The real problem is I have this huge shame about myself and part of that is to do with PUA.

See, I've subscribed to some of this stuff, and some of it has helped my confidence, but there comes a time when I get shot down and I can't climb back up. (DW, I'm already working on that.) This low self-a-steem is one of the reasons why I'm back here.

I'm looking for advice for me to get back to my perfect self - my ideal self. I'm starting this off as a hyperthetical journey for me to go on, and a start post like this is probably the best way for it. If my approach anxiety goes away first, then that's a big step for me, and that's what I hope people can work on for me. Thanks!