Hey everyone,

I'm here for the same reason most of you are; I feel lost.

Here's my story in as few words as possible:

When I was in middle school I was popular, people envied me, and the people I hung out with included the prettiest girls in my school. I hung out a lot with the most beautiful one and had a huge crush on her. One day I awkwardly asked her to be my girlfriend and was turned down. Looking back, especially after reading up on PUA, I no longer blame her, I blame myself for doing everything wrong. For example, one time we were sitting next to each other on a curb, I could have kissed her, but instead I quickly grabbed her boobs then blushed and apologized. It was ridiculously stupid.

When high school started I became a reclusive video game nerd and had few friends. It was a combination of the rejection from that girl and my new found obsession with weed that drove me to this social level. I also became suicidal and depressed. I barely kissed one girl junior year, and senior year I made out with a fat chick. I didn't get laid til after high school and she was no gem.

Then I moved from my small town in northwest Washington and went to college in Salt Lake City. Everything got way better. SLC, unlike my hometown, is full of gorgeous women. I dated a 10 for a few months who was a super fine blonde and about 95 lbs. but was never able to get her to be my girlfriend or sleep with me because, once again, I didn't do the right things. But after that didn't work I had good luck with girls.

Throughout the next 3 years I hooked up with many girls and I considered my "game" good. Then I fell in love with this girl I met and we dated for 2 and a half years. She's also a 10.

I broke up with her around a year ago because she got black out drunk and woke up with another guy.. twice. She wants to get back together but I want to meet other women. Anyway... now I'm lost. I have no game. I haven't gotten laid in over a year and, while I consider myself an enlightened/balanced person, it's driving me crazy.

My main issue is that I only have college/house party game. When my friends and I were all getting hammered at house parties I'd end up on a couch next to a pretty girl and it was easy. But now I'm faced with loud music at bars, awkward day time approaches, you know.... the adult world. I keep watching women slip away because I'm not doing things the right way.

So that's why I'm here; I need advice! I know I can get 10s because I have before I just need new tactics outside of the houseparty realm.

I just moved to Seattle and have been making a lot of new friends which could be helpful. But the problems I keep coming across when I go out with them is that I'm with a group of girls and guys who are just talking to eachother, I'm not interested in any of the women with us, and the guys are with their girlfriends, so we just sit at a table and don't interact with other new people. I'm always looking for opportunities every time I get up to get a drink or go to the bathroom but some more advice with this scenario would help. I've also been having a hell of a time finding a wing man. I'm 26 and most guys have girlfriends.

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