I'm not entirely sure where to start, I'm not entirely sure how I got to this point either. The only thing I'm sure of is that everyone around me deserves a Better me, I deserve a better me. I ended a relationship with this girl after a year, we have been push and on ever since we broke up last year, causal sex that kept her wanting more and more of a relationship. After denying her so many times she had enough and now we don't talk. As I try to Get back "out there". I'm not clicking with anyone like I used to. I feel behind and I happen to do or say the wrong things that I usually wouldn't do. In general I need to reboot my game hardware and upgrade and show everyone what a great person I can be. But I can't do it alone so this left me to buy books like "the game" and "rules of the game" I got to like the 5th day and quit that one. I felt like I already knew what style was telling me. but my struggles continued. I'm 18 and I know I'm young and have some time on my hands, but I truly want to get my "mojo" back and be the best me. I can't do it Alone like stated earlier, you all seem great guys and know a thing or two about women and sarging. So enough bullshitting from me, and let's kick life's ass!!