Hi there good people,

I have decided to post more. Already for 2 years in the game but I did not
even politely introduce myself. Well, here we go!

I'm Magnet or Yarry. 2 years ago I started reading MM. I read it in a volkswagen
van while on a trip with my friends to Hungry. It blew my mind. Everything just clicked,
all good and all bad experiences I had in my life finally made sense. (well, at least the 'girl related' of course)
All the confusion
I had for years...instantely I knew this was gold and I had never expected it
to be this good. I never realized it, but this stuff was exactly what I've always wanted!

A week long we went to a trance festival and I had the oppertunity to try things out.
I was emotional very weak during that period and I only read the book for the first half.
And the girls there on this festival, man...., truly the greatest density of beauty
I've ever seen. Every 10m2 an average of an 8 with now and then beauties I wasn't even aware of they were part of this world too.
It took me days to get the courage to open a set and the emotions, the hormons and the amount of unreachable beauty drove me nearly insane, but in the
end I finally managed to do a few. Since
I sucked up all the theory like a sponge I knew exactly what to do, but to think about
everything at the same time is crazy hard in the beginning, let alone dealing with your emotions meanwhile...
The last day I saw a very
hot 2 set in a festival shop with incense and stuff like that. One was a very hot Brazil and the
other was from Japan and she was extrodinary beautiful, with the charisma of a grownup confident woman and the skin of a 15 year old. They were looking at a table full of incense. What
happened next was very suprising given the weak state I was in. I was tired and I think I just let go of things for a moment. I came in between them to look at the incense and after a few seconds I said:

"Could you guy's give me some advice on incense?" just to give them a little task...
voice: perfect. body language: perfect. It just clicked for a moment!

they:"sure!". And they started telling about the incense.
I bought on purpose one they didn't advice. They laughed. I continued talking with them while turning around and leaning against the table. I locked myself in: perfect!

I have to be honest, I forget partly what we talked about. I made little jokes but it was generally about nothing special. But I just was on fire for a moment and I felt it was all in the voice and the body language!
They were clearly very excited they met such a cool dude and they invited me to join them so their friends could meet me. The whole thing was just 2 or 3 minutes, they went from silent strangers to shiny people who opened up completely.
After we went to their friends and sad down around a mini campfire I colapsed.
All theory I new from halfly reading MM brought me to here but I had no idea
how to proceed. At the same time I was still exhausted from the emotional week and all my energy
flew away. These people also seemed to have 'last day tiredness'; me and the japanese
girl just played for half an hour with the fire, in silence. Kinda romantic, still...but thats where it
stranded.

Didn't matter, all what mattered was the pleasure of knowledge how powerful this stuff really was and
the exciting time I was heading too.

Back home I spoke to a guy, who recently broke up with a girl I was good friends with, and we
decided to combine forces. Looking back at this, this was such a fortune. He read the MM and we both went a full 100%
for it and we became good friends. He was the perfect wing back then, he is smart and has a natural
alpha charisma over him, besides he knew quite a lot about hypnoses and NLP, how cool is that! We spoke each other daily about our progress and went out
very regular. In general I kept on going 3 or 4 day's a week and pushed myself to the limits.

My progress was much like they use to say: 2 steps forward 1 step back. Needless to say it was for a big part very tough:
so many flakes, so many paralizing fears, so many blow outs, so many emotional break downs.
But my energy to keep on going was enormous. I HAD to master it. This obsession was not understood
by everyone around me...
I didn't mind myself, this is me, I dive into something completely sometimes, without doubt, I don't have any regrets.
Very next to the drama's there were the succeses. First small things, later on I started to really develope.
I studied other pua's, Kezia Noble, Sinn, made notes and enjoyed reading The Game. I was walking the same
path as Neil did, it helped me trough it. Still I recognized more in Mystery: the obsession, being so super rational and at the same time being so emotional, the emotional breakdowns, the interest and understanding of the evolution theory and I too had a long dream of a threesome relationship; in my case with 2 beautiful Finish elfish girls...
I went all the way to eventually having 4 girlfriends at the same time while k- and f-close regularly besides that. I even found 2 Finish elfish girls (honestly: a 9 and a full 10!), who I met on the same festival a year later and we kissed and were eroticly touching each other with the 3 of us the whole night, (although it never came really to sex unfortunately, mainly because of drug use and exhaustion...)

But not just that, it also brought me: a better connection with my emotions, some victories over (social) fears, a deeper understanding of my self and the world, and some peaceful and strong foundation in my core being.
I have to add that my interest in Buddhism and my practice in meditation had his share on that too.

All in all, I had one of the greatest periods of my life full of crazy stories and it changed me forever. I could write a book about it. I'm thinking of posting a few of the most dramatic failures and greatest successes afterwards, maybe it is useful for someone...

Last winter I had a winter stop and after that I had a thing with a girl which ended in quite a sad story for both of us.
My wing found his love already a year ago. I share
a studio with him and I still see them both practicaly every day.

Now the summer is starting and I'm going in it AGAIN.
I hope I'll find time to post my post-progress...everytime I
go back in again after some time I have to recover. `Still: I'm left with more and more confidence, knowledge and ability to deal with dissapointments and I get back where I was quicker.
But I have to say: it does flake a lot SPAM, even when I was just enjoying the well going set; but oh well,
I'll figur it out as I always did in the end...

Have a wonderful coming time everyone!

- Magnet -