Location: Croatia
Age:18

I got in the game like 90% of other guys. By reading "The Game". I read it 2 years ago and haven't really started learning the art until recently. I used to have such an approach anxiety that I couldn't do shit.
Most of the girls I've been with were the one that initiated everything. I was never the one that was escalating.
First time I tried to pick up a girl was right after reading the game and I failed miserably.
Now I'm aware what I did wrong and I'm improving myself. I love flirting and having weird eye contacts with random people I guess that's the shred of confidence girls saw in me and liked.
I get IOI's all the freaking time in public but I never do anything... I kinda have a talk with myself in my head trying to convince myself that she isn't worth it, not that beautiful, I'll have to see her again etc. I hold eye contact with them but I never approach.
That has to change and I want it to change.
I feel if I get that unbelievable confidence like some PUA's have, I'll be unstoppable.