Hi all

So basically I am just another case of AFC I guess. I got drawn to this kind forum after reading Neil Strausse's book The Game and watching some Mystery videos I guess. I am a 19 year old virgin and am pretty insecure about my looks. I kinda blame this on reasonably sever acne I had through ages 12 to 16. In my eyes it was pretty fuckin horrendous so I dont know what it was like for others LOL. For a while it was good from Accutane and SPAM its what you would call mild going on moderate and while some girls have called me cute im pretty insecure about my looks. What this really did though was it completely fucked up my social life through those years with girls.

Now I feel like im behind everyone else in terms of attracting girls and will never catch up. It feels like everyone around me is getting laid and girlfriends while im just thought of as some random dude that nobody but my family and friends which are guys give a shit about. Its really frustrating because I feel I have talents that I just cant show to girls or they wouldnt care about anyway. For instance im not gonna be modest here im pretty fuckin good at Guitar but what girl gives a fuck about that when the guy next to me has biggger muscles and acts like more of an asshole LOL.

At first after reading Strauss's book I was kinda against rountines and all that shit because I felt it would make me feel fake inside but now I really couldn't give a fuck I just want some sort of success with girls.

So yeah greatings