| Hey guys,
I first heard of the game about 2 years ago, whilst it was intriguing, I never bothered to learn it. At the time, things where well but now I have a dilemma! I'm 21yo, June 13th, and going on 2+ years dry spell!! It's really killing my confidence and ego.
As for my social skills, in high school I was pretty oppressed. I went through high school being teased as an English kid in a French environment (Quebec ... oh boy how I wished I live in Ontario). But don't get me wrong, I speak perfect french, bilingualism not a problem. But It was just me and my other English guy friends, 4 of them, we were all alienated ... sucked man. Just us for those 5 years of high school. Never kissed a girl, hardly talked to anyone. We just weren't meant to fit in I guess.
My first lay was at 18 and was a solid HB8.5. Felt good brah. Although, admittedly I didn't last long but hey!, I was happy! Then I did her red head friend the same week, HB7. Shit son, I was on a roll. Over that year I scored 2 more ladies! I had even slept with the captain cheerleader at my community college, I didn't fuck her but I did have fun with her breast. A little Asian, petite and cute, a HB7.5, but still a cheerleader! As for as GFs, only one at 17, but that really wasn't anything so let's ignore it.
Fast forward guys, and boy am I thirsty. It's honestly ridiculous, I'm not sure whats happening. It trips me out and now it's on my mind 24/7. It's an immense pressure I can't seem to shake.
I slowly started making changes, trying to become more alpha (At this time, PUA hadn't crossed my mind again). At 130lbs, 5'9", I joined the gym, 3 months in and I now weight 145lbs and look much better with my shoulder being straight now. This is to blame from my intense years of counter-strike gaming! Not to long ago, I went shopping and spent just under a 1000$ on a nice Nixon watch, Oakley shades, 2 pairs of fresh kicks and the rest on clothing. Oh boy, I seriously hope I was making progress and not imagining it...
Here is the summary, Caucasian 5'9" 145lbs, I call my myself pretty good looking, I enjoy my hobby of motor sports and love my 380hp 2.0L Turbo 25PSi AWD platform sport car to death! I find it represents who I am and what I love in life. I've slept with 4 gals but never had a great night of fucking and I feel that's what is hurting me the most at 21, that I have never experienced that feeling yet .. and it's getting to me. It now makes me nervous to be around women because I now believe something is wrong with me when it's most likely all in my head and I end up just being AFC to keep things "safe".
A month ago I meet a girl, [To be continued in the relationship subforum, will post link when up.]
Bottom line, I'm back to being 'alone' just when I thought shit was turning around, it's gotten me a little down but I fell like I have definitely been improving. With my new image that I have been building up all on my own, I plan to merge this with the knowledge I learn from these forums. I go back to college full time as a day student in about a month and I am looking to tear shit up!
COME AT ME BRO!!!
P.S. Currently reading The Game and enjoying it very much!
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