Hi all,

I'm currently a games journalist/student in the U.S. I never knew the game existed until the age of 19....yea sad, I know. I sat around thinking maybe girls will just "come to me" but I realized that would never happen but I also realized I did not see any I wanted. In high school, I was the athletic, salutatorian good-looker but never got into any serious relationship (had some girls approach me...and I kind of...ignored them....bad I know).

I don't blame any sort of depression or anything of the sort, and I can say with confidence I was never "socially akward." I believe we all have extrovert/introvert qualities, but I'm mostly extrovert - I don't mind a large group of friends or getting to know people.

I also can say that in my high school years (until the age of 18 ) I never truly met a girl I wanted to pursue....so my actual knowledge of this was limited by the type of girls at my school...most that I found ridiculously childish.

My entire school knew me (kids 2 grades below me would come to me but I'd have no idea why or how they knew who I was) and I would go to functions but obviously keeping high grades while trying to date was not going to happen. I suppose I spoke with girls, but never really kept them in my social circle - this isn't to say I didn't have any.

I lost my virginity at 13 to two girls in middle school....I had no idea what I was doing and to be quite honest I never told anyone about this other than my really close friends. They were experimenting and I guess I thought it would be OK. I never had sex after that.

I'm currently 23 and pursuing my MD and the last thing I want is to be one thing: a man without choice

I don't want to be the guy that tells women his occupation or any of that douchebaggy stuff. I don't want to be the guy that thinks "bitches love money" although I know financial stability is important for us to be social to begin with or at least in some way to sustain ourselves. I don't want to be the guy that says "hey baby ...we should cruise in my MBZ" and the last thing I don't want to be is the guy that desperately relies on his social circle. I suppose this is a core reason I never dated anyone from my high school...I didn't want it to be anyone from my class or all this closed circle stuff.

I started with "the game" at 18 1/2 (almost 19) but ever since I stopped sports I became extremely overweight - so that was a concern with diabetes in my family history. at around 22 I finally slimmed down to a 6% body fat. And here we are at 23 4 months ago.

I don't want to go to night clubs just to "check things off" an artificial list. I believe truly and utterly that while I had next to no real dating experience or ....well anything other than a threesome at 13, I do believe it was just the way my cards played out and I just didn't see anyone in my time (shocking) that I wanted to approach or seek help approaching (thereby learning the game). When college started, I went in thinking "okay I WILL date" but it hasn't happened yet...and I'm still here. I did, however, see an exponential rise in the kind of women I want and see them quite often.

Note: I'm not saying I have been gaming since 19 years though....well I was but nowhere close to keeping my numbers high. I only "gamed" about 12 girls total when I decided to apply my game. To be honest in college I joined a sports team in my second year...so once again busy as always but I've really amplified my lifestyle in doing approaches regardless of the excuse of "But i dont have time! " Bullcrap. I'll make 30 minutes, or at least I tell myself that.

So...fast forward over a lot of gaming theory...my style:

Inspirations: Richard La Ruina, Lance Mason (I was a fan of him first but his game is very direct...) and of course Adam Lyons who I just started watching his stuff which seems to be quite relatable to Richard.

What I love: Indirect Game....but depending on the situation I have yet to find my exact style...so many different girls of so many varying confidence levels...its hard to tell sometimes. I have only went direct game with a few women and the results was a number close without doing ...much to be honest lol.

I'll admit that I don't have "anxiety" but that feeling still never goes away..I just push through it with my body now and it's never something I go in with my head held down low or something.

Currently, I have 2-3 girls of interest but 1 blonde in particular. She's kind of quiet...and to be honest very serious in her logical mind...Though I have gotten her laughing with light banter. I actually called her cute one time....and thats when I realized I hate direct game sometimes because direct game can really put it all on the line....she didn't reject me...but at the same time she's in one of my classes...and the time-frame is so limited to pursue this girl. I only have 1 class with her....kind of annoying!

Well...that's my story...I hope it wasn't too long. I felt it needed to be said.