Hello, My name is Joe but I go by Judas. I started learning about the game when I was 18 thanks to David Deangelo. It worked great, leading and resisting emotions because they are there to confuse you and etc. I ended up getting in a 2 year relationship with a beautiful girl, cheated on her, we broke up. Still had the game and went on to be with other beautiful girls. My last two relationships was a gorgeous tattoo model than a stripper. The stripper and I split up back in December of last year. During this period without knowing it I became addicted to xanax and ended up crashing my car, losing my job, etc. Everything went down hill. I moved up here to Chalfont Pennsylvania from Prattville Alabama and I do not know many people up here at all and the bar I go to is all older people in thier 40's and older, I am currently 22. Due to the xanax and everything else I lost my confidence and social skills. I use to talk to everyone and did not really have any anxiety but now I hardly whisper a word or communicate with anyone. I have no vehicle because my engine is dead and I am now on unemployment and I live at home with my parents. I just don't know how to meet people anymore or initiate a conversation, I seem to do best when I am drunk and have little or no worries. I am open to any ideas or any advice anybody has to offer who has been in my situation or simply knows what to do. I just started reading The Game by Neil Strauss and I'm hoping I can shape myself into someone desirable to beautiful women again. I am not a bad looking guy in my opinion, I work out every day, I have red hair and piercing blue eyes and the devils smile. I am not as tall as I wish I was (I stand 5'5 with shoes on) but I use to be the alpha male of any group I was in and I want to regain my throne. I know not having a job or car can make it a little tougher, but in a month I have court and I am getting charged with a DUI in the third tier because they did a blood test when I flipped my jeep and found thc in my system even though my alcohol level was only a .04, therefor I will be losing my license, possibly for a whole year. I am a guitarist and I play covers along with writing my own songs, I also partake in painting which I recently took up to help me going through withdrawal from the benzoes. The best way to put it, since everything I feel like Austin Powers must have when he lost his "mojo". This is the longest I have gone without getting any action in 9 years haha. I never went a single month without, now 5 or 6, wth. Well that's about it. Someone please help lol.

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