Hello everyone!

This is my first step in stepping out of my shell and becoming/mimicking someone I always want to be! And I'm glad I have such a big community of proactive group to help me every step of the way(at least that I'm hoping for).

A little about myself:
It's been 6 months since my ex an I broke up. We been together for 3 year and 4 months. You could say we were high school sweet heart. She'll always be in my heart. I haven't talk to her since. Along with the ending of my first long relationship was my sex life. I was never the guy who could pick up a girl or work my magic on a girl in the first 10 min of meeting her. What I do know if that, if I have the upper hand(ex: manager of a workplace) or have lots of time, I can usually do my thing. This is base on one occasion. After the the 'break up' I went into a withdraw along with the old job.

Now with the new job I got. A work camp job with mainly all older guys. Oh forgot to mention I'm only 22 years old(only?). At work, if you say something wrong or could be use to turn into something wrong the guys would do it. After a few months of harassment(couldn't talk about because I was a temp) I just learn to shut the hell up!

I'm am however starting to talk to people more often. Trying to interact again but I quickly realize I wasn't good at flirting anymore. Everything I do I tend to relate back to my old job. I always find myself telling myself 'She's better than you. The only reason she's talking to you is because it's her job to' or 'Why bother trying, she's probably got a boyfriend who treats her better than you ever would'. I try to ignore this feeling but it's a challenge I'm still facing today.

With those awful thought in mind I realize I need to improve myself. Build a better foundation before I could support another relationship, another life. So I started working out, trying to improve my physical attraction. I'm 5'4(short), with a few extra pound, too shy to talk, and did I mention I'm Asian? Along with the gym, I starting trying out different beer, expanding my knowledge in the more popular area in life where girls usually gathered. With drinking there's dancing. Which is why I started taking dancing lesson. Something I lack but also good at. Ballroom dancing just doesn't work in the club.

Even though I have all this going on in life, I still feel so lonely... I miss interacting with women. The touch of their skin, holding hands, and just... feeling needed/wanted. That's when I decided it's time for a major turning point. I'm still not sure what I want, but I do have goals I want to achieve! My goal is to become a PUA. Or just enough for me to start having fun in life.

This is pretty much my last 6 month sum up. I guess a 'little' about myself just turn into a short story.

Anyways, I'm really excited to join the community with a goal to learn and hopefully travel around the world to mangle with some of the PUA on here. Make some life long friends and just try to enjoy life.

'Well, that's all I got to say about that.' Looking forward to meeting you all!