Dang where to start...I was a mess in high school and still am trying to recreate myself to be who I want to be...NOT and easy process by any means! But I don't regret a minute of the trip so far and am looking forwards to the many miles ahead and the rewards at the roadstops along the way!

I was serious AFC in HS...like Omega status on the social radar, and at the time that was cool for me, I was a loner. Always had been and didn't mind it at all, until about senior year when I started noticing all of the girls noticing me! I didn't know what the fuck was going on Because I lacked all social skills most ppl develope by that point in their lives and mucked up every single chance I had. It didn't help that my class was only about 50 ppl and the girl to guy ratio was way off...serious sausage fest.

But senior year went along those lines, getting to second base by the second date was pretty easy, i think now looking back it was the mystery I unintentionally cultivated by being myself and stand offish. Watever. thats then this is now.

Point blank the shit I was doing wasn't working, very well and I was frustrated and wanted more success with women. The reason we're all here, but it took me forever to find out about the community because I had convinced myself I didn't need help that I could do it on my own...I could have, but then this wouldn't have been as fun as it is!

Fast forward two years to when I joined the military and my eyes were opened! I had been trapped living in a tiny town in the middle of bum fuck nowhere that I didn't know what life was about! I was stationed in san antonio for a while, and thats where my education began!

I got to be good freinds with my roomate in tech school (college for the lay person) who was a serious player. Dude was big time Natural alpha, good looking and smooth with women...I told him about my problems and he said he was gonna help me, and he did! We went out that night to a club and!...it was a disaster lol I'd never seen so many people crammed in such a tights space with lights flashing and music blaring, doing insane things to each other in the corners and on couches. I couldn't believe it. I was dumfounded and managed to stagger around that night and akwardly glare at women that looked like they had fallen out of a play boy centerfold.

Suffice it to say I was hooked, and from that moment on I strove to be the best Man I could be. ANd that was the problem, I'd isolated myself for so long that I didn't know how to talk to people, or how to be a Man! It was like a bucket of cold water got dumped over my head that night, it was serious eye opener!

Fast forward again a year and I'm stationed in Charleston SC. I have been through so much life at this point I was overwhelmed for a while, but now i was getting it under control finally, figuring out who I was and what I wanted (still in the process, mind you) but life wasn't so scary anymore. I had been studying anything I could get my hands on for the past few months, trying to furthur my education and boost my PUA ness and it started to work! I bagged my first HB8 a week after I moved there (invited her back to my place, told her she looked stressed and I happened to be a certified massage therapist...which I was) and it was cake as soon as I had her shirt off. She litterally melted in my hands It was great fun still keep in contact with the gal. So I knew this stuff had started to work after pulling a cocky funny routine with her for a few days. She routinely called me a man whore the first few time we met up! again, it was great

My confidence was sky high, started to get numbers coming in, not a whole lot but a stead flow of one or two here and there and then I got deployed...and still am deployed which sucks because there are no women out here lol so I had to stop field practice, and just go to book work for a while...which is fine! more material the better!

Anyway that turned into a bit of a rant, but if you managed to read all the way through it I could use some tips on stuff like
-Body language, its hard to get it just right. I was AFC for so long its a hard habit to build up correctly
-Eye contact, how and when is good
-Proper escalation
-Kino building
luckily I don't need help on much AA ive done it enough now I just walk up to a girl and crush down the squeemish feeling inside, cuz hey, I'm awesome and I'm gonna make this girls day all the better for talking to me!
-Confidence building techniques...its getting there but still needs to be iron clad.
-Fellow PUA's in the area that would be willing to get together for a few sarges

Anyway thanks for reading fellas, need some good feedback!