Hello

In introducing myself I would like to say two things. Im troubled. Im troubled. LOL just kidding. Well, sort of.

I live in Canada and wish i lived in America.

I m 24 years old, that's kind of old I know.

I've known about the game since High School.

I basically wrecked my life and my innocence ever since. At this point im totally confused and driven by the passion to find the answers to transform my life over the next couple of years into something meaningful beyond fucken bullshit.

In terms of game I am not bad, but not great either. At times im great, at times im bad, its like I got bi-polar game, probably because I am bi-polar. And I have hyperactiveattentiondeficitdisorder. Not to mention early childhood dislyexia which now seems to have totally gone away.

I grew up really awkward. Before grade 8, i was the cutest kid around. The guy who a lot of hot girls in school had a crush on, who didnt even care about them. (my penis activated itself far too late and i missed the good times i could have had fuck man) by the time i got horny and wanted a girlfriend really bad i had acne all over my face. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! after highschool it went away leaving my face scared but nonetheless i did get a lot of hotness back since my face is totally clear now except for the scars which i duno some girls must find unattractive. FUCK, but i dont care after what i went thriough in highschool.

So yea, im troubled. lol And my game's not bad. And i have no innocence left, and for some reason im starting to hate people more and more for some reason, and i m still sane enough to know that's not a healthy direction to be moving in in life. The reason i hate people is because i had some bad friends. Still do. just wana say, bye bye losers but then i duno a lot of guys who are lets just say keen enough to pull girls for fucking purposes lol I hardly relate to nice guys and i used to be one, sort of. Probably because they hate me lol Even though i dont mean it, some of my conversaions make me sound heartless, if i had heard myself a couple years ago i would have been angry and intimated by myself and totally offended and shocked and horrified.

Anyways, cool forum I'll check out the chat

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Hi Wrecked!

A) Think of changing your username to something a bit more self-endearing ...

B) I wouldn't buy-in to your diagnoses of ADHD and bi-polar too much. It sounds to me like you were dealt a rough hand at some point as a youngster, got diagnosed with dyslexia then ADHD and then some point later, they added bi-polar to the list.

I'd recommend as a first step to look at reading some positive forums where others have shared experiences and resources in regard to dealing with and moving on from their so-called 'disorders' or 'diseases'. In millions of cases, there was no chemical imbalance in the brain in the first place and it's debatable as to whether ADHD and bi-polar really exist (yes, check Google Scholar, especially British Journal of Medicine) if you think what I'm saying is a little bit left-field.

We're all a little bit bi-polar at the end of the day brother - it's called life!

C) Don't hate people. Try to love everyone you meet as a starting point first. These types of feelings only manifest inside yourself and make your condition a whole lot worse. This will only make you even more unattractive to women than you already feel. Trust me on that one!

D) 24 years old is not old! Provided you're fairly healthy and don't die in some random way, you're only 1/3rd to 3/4ths through your lifespan! Man. Change that attitude right there. Over here in my country we say - "You're only as old as the women you feel". I'm 28 but the woman I feel is only 21 . Act like you're young and the world is your oyster and you'll freakin' dominate everything that gets in your way. Because you can - you're young now but you won't be forever. Achieve all you can now to set yourself up with serious self-assurance for future times when the body starts deteriorating.

Finally, work on yourself before you work on women. Or do both at the same time but only when you're feeling up to it and in the right state of mind.

Read some good books, study your psychological conditions (but don't OWN them or let them OWN you - that's not who you really are), go the gym, get a tan, buy some nice clothes, work on your confidence ... You'll be sweet.

Best to you man !! Be free and enjoy your youth ..

Why is the chat disabled? i tried going into it a couple of times, and it keeps saying that it's disabled... do i have to do something to get into it, whats going on? lol

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Yea, Yea Fuck Fuck! One speed, one gear, GOOO!!!