So...Here's the story of my life..

As a young boy i was always a playful little character. Playing football and hockey in the street with some friends, running through fields and playing mission impossible in the woods. Life was sweet as a child.

Then came adolescents and high school. Everything sucked. Literally everything. I gained weight and was often teased for my weight which completely killed my confidence. I was this angry, depressed negative individual. Having few friends and bullied throughout my entire school life, it felt as if the only thing i had to look forward to was death. I weighed 17 stone and was 5'10 - yeah you could say i was a chubby Mofo. No fashion sense, smelt terrible (apparently) and no girl through high school looked twice. It was like i didn't even exist. I was desperate for a girl friend. Someone to talk to, listen to, cuddle and obviously have sex. When highschool came to an end i decided to make a change...

When i finished highschool, i started college. Everything picked up again, i felt accepted as a person, i could laugh for once and i was loving life again. (i went to a music college - im pretty sweet on guitar). I then started to loose weight i lost a total of 5 stone. and packed on a stone of muscle. I felt great. Then came the day i met my sweet first love, everything in life came together, i had everything i could of ever wanted. A girl friend, she was smoking hot too. I was deep in love with this girl, i wanted to spend every last minute with her and wanted to marry her (i was 17). But things sadly and shockingly came to an end - terrible way too. She cheated and fell pregnant (wasn't sure if it was mine or somebody elses). My whole world collapsed, i had nothing. I quit college and had to find a job in case the baby was mine. When i found a job it turns out that the baby wasn't mine. I was in misery.

Lonely, despressed and desperation came about once again. My friend told me about PUA. i had no clue what this was until now. My life looked up. A massive bolt of energy shot through me - i was like superman without the kryptonite.

As time went on i was learning the tricks of PUA. And i feel like im finally mastering on what to do. Im still learning. But one day i will be another Gambler or Neil Strauss.

I now feel as if im looking for love. I no longer feel lonely or depressed. I have the keys to a better life.

At the moment im an apprentice, i will become a Yoda of PUA one day.

So thats me - Casonva (i got the nickname from a girlfriend of mine at an old workplace)

Peace.