Hello PUAs,

Not two weeks ago I came across the book “The Game” by Style. Ever since I have been loving the subsequent downward spiral of one epiphany after another. I've spent days searching out youtube videos about IOIs, Shit tests, kino escalation etc. My perception has been realigning rapidly, but I have a lot of work to do.
Last weekend I opened a bartender with my 'Dawson's Creek Beach Towel' opener, which lead to a great conversation, many free drinks (which was awesome) and a few number closes. I realized, while sitting there relaxed, and the bartender returning to my section every chance she got, that women were coming up to and opening me. Mystery is a total fucking hero-genius! I see the potential I have as a charismatic person, and I crave to fulfill it.
Last night I was walking around in a bar and I really wimped out a lot, I opened I think 4 sets in the hour and a half I was there. None hooked, so I decided to bail, because after walking around alone as much as I did, I depleted my social value. I'm not beating myself up over it, in fact I'm thrilled that as I was walking around looking for sets I was seeing AFCs everywhere, and though I'm far from a PUA, I don't feel like an AFC anymore. Which is a huge step for me.
The reason I'm posting this, is because I want to meet up with PUAs in the Miami FL, area. If anyone in the area is looking for a wing and is okay with working with an inexperienced person. Please email me.
My sticking points:
I have no routines yet, I open and hope my conversational skills can do the rest.
Social anxiety, however more frightening than rejection or failure is the idea of not changing into the person I want to be.
I feel like any escalation is kinda pushy and it makes me uncomfortable. All those years of being a goddamn nice guy. But I think this is just something practice will change.
I don't like negging. But again I think I'll feel less guilty about the Idea the more I do it.
And likely many more that I've yet to discover.

If you want to know anything feel free to ask. I sit here at my computer, ashamed of my years of stupidity, in the fight to become a new man.
Thank you, ~LavaZone

Though Mystery is my Hero-Genius, none of his card trick routines compare to this one.

Step 1: Buy 52 decks of cards. (all with the same back)
Step 2: Take the 7 of hearts out of each of them, and place them in a pile.
Step 3: Put the (7 of hearts) pile in your refrigerator
Step 4: Throw all of the cards that AREN'T in your fridge, into the trash. (have fun with this step, you can only throw them away once)
Step 5: Take your newly crafted deck out of the fridge, and into the field.
Step 6: Approach a woman and excitedly say something like: “I notice you have a very positive energy right now and I think I have good news.”
Step 7: Shuffle the deck while telling her that you predict she'll pick “THE” 7 of hearts, because it represents both luck and romance.
Step 8: Have her select a card at random, and watch her OMG-eyes light up.
Step 9: Attain absolute victory

Oh, and I haven't field tested this trick yet, my 5 dozen decks are in the mail. however, I'll make a video of field tests. can't wait

stupid trading card company messed up my order and wont fix it, so I'll be designing custom playing cards, and ordering those. which in the end will be even more badass.

never mind, that's like waaay too expensive. grrrrr