Background.

I'm 23.

My life was hectic. For a long time.

I'm a recovering addict. Have 2.5 years clean.

Ever since the moment I began to work on getting clean and cleaning up my old behaviors and attitudes. My life has developed into something I couldn't imagine in my wildest dreams.

I have a good 9-5 job, I quit smoking cigarettes, I go to college.

I have my own apartment in the greatest city in the world.

I'm also an amateur boxer training for the Golden Gloves in January. (Lost 50 lbs in 6 months.)

About 7 months ago I discovered that the girl I was head over heels in love with cheated on me many times during our 3 year relationship.

She cheated with several men, had 3somes, took my money, made me miserable. One of the more emotionally and mentally devastating things that has happened to my in my crazy life...

Needless to say,,, we split up.

I still have feelings for her, I still want her. Its fucked up.

Ever since then I pushed forward with interests, dating, and improving my life and self as much as possible...

I think that PUA community is filled with great ideas and I've read a good amount.

I haven't done that much in the way of working a program of PUA.

However, I'm familiar with most of the terminology and ideas... I'm excited to become an active participant in the community.

I can't wait to get this bitch out of my mind for good!!!

HELP!!!!

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Carpe Diem

Mad respect to you for taking charge of your life. Forget your ex, there's a reason she didn't make it to your future.

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Believe in yourself, no one else will

Never give up, you are 3 feet from gold.

Pm me if you want to sarge in NYC.

Thanks bro...

I'm doing my damndest.

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Carpe Diem