Hey Everyone,

My names Joseph. The highlights of my life are simple and yet somehow still complicated for some. Like alot of guys my life started out sheltered and lacked the emotional foundation that everyone needs. You see my grandmother raised me since my parents pretty much vanished when i was born. She was a great woman for a lady in her late 80s. Just me and my brother to get by on what little we could learn when we could get it.

She was born in 1890 and died in 1992. A remarkably strong woman with a endless supply of love for me and my brother. when she died i was 12 and took it pretty hard. But I moved forward. After two years of foster care my mom finally reared her ugly head and to put it short a year later i was living on the streets using greyhound to move about.

Then I found it... home. Boston. the people were cruel and the winters were cold but great god the History, Art, music, was everywhere. So much to learn so much to see. For me boston became my drug, my essence, it was my aphrodesiac. I spent hours and hours just watching people interact with each other. Either in the park or the museums. I watched them them all. Families with pes, the couple arguing in the grass and the gays and transvestites all had a place within the community that was home.

For years i just wandered around in the shadows soaking in my own emotional bliss learning to move within the crowds. That is when i decided i had had enough of watching and wanted to participate. I started reading books in the library on psychology and social interaction. learning to communicate was like learning to talk all over again. But now i can't stop. The stranger is my greatest friend.

That's why the PUA lifestyle caught my eye. I have been opening people and joining in the conversation since i was sixteen. Everyday i meet someone new. But i have never driven myself to the extreme. I can get girls, great looking sometimes. My ex was easyily a 9 would have been a ten if she wasnt such a bitch. her personality flaw was she was a constant downer nothing could ever go they way she wanted.

married for five years was the hard part for me. I lost so much time on what.. i couldnt even say. I thought i was happy. but then after she left i was wrecked. then i found the PUA material floating around in cyberspace. After reading book after book and talking with players on FB. I sought the forums. Now that I have found it I will continue to learn and read and will do my part to lend my understanding to others. I have about a month to fine tune my material and myself to get ready for my biggest challenge... The UT cheer squad. That will be how i start. I know i have no problem with anxiety. I never had it talking to anyone. Trust me when i say when some stranger you meet might be affiliated with a gang or mob and could kill you just for saying hi.. a blonde isnt at all that scary.

Wish me tight openings and a great evening, thak you all.

I currently live near Knoxville,TN.

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Really powerful stuff man. Very inspirational and well presented. Good luck on your challenge!

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Agreed. Very inspirational.