Whats up everyone. My name is jay and im 26 years old. I have checked out these forums a couple of times and I figured I should join up. I was never really into the game I was always a one girl type of guy.

As far as my hobbies im into everything. Cars, motorcycles, all kinds of music (rock, rap, RnB, classical, techno...pretty much everything). I love sports...if you can compete I like it but as far as what I have played: basketball, baseball, football, kickball, hockey, soccer. I have good style, im a decent looking cat, and I just started my addiction with tatts.

With that being said, my goal is to improve myself from within. I was with my ex for 7 years and completely lost myself in the process, for more than one reason. She was a dime. When I first met her I was an alpha, fearless and zoned in. But I always had a bit of social anxiety which got progressively worse. Over time things happened, basically life took its toll on me. Being in 2 car accidents that resulted in the cars being totaled (not at fault), my girlfriend getting robbed while walking to meet me, being held at gunpoint, and then being arrested finally took its toll on me. I started questioning myself about everything while loosing all confidence in myself. I gained weight, got sloppy and she left me but is (waiting for me to come around).

So yeah thats where I am at now trying to work myself back to the alpha that I once was. Ive lost weight, but I am not at peace with who I am and it obviously comes out as weakness. My mind feels lost but I will get there, for now the PUA game would be for me to get that self confidence back and just stop giving a damn about rejection or what others think. For the record im not doing this for my ex, im doing it for myself. Its frustrating that I cant find that killer instinct that I had before, but it was a process for me to get like this so I know its going to be a process to get myself out.

As far as where im at in the game, girls are attracted to me...I get hit on or eye fucked at least once when I go out.....but once I start interacting its game over.

Any advice or comments are welcome.

-Jay

Hello Jay!

Welcome to this PUA forum! I am new here too haha .

Shit bro