Hello,

A few months ago I was living abroad, and there was this friend of mine who always seemed to be popular with the ladies. He was rather unattractive, and I thought he was a bit slimy. He used to tell women they would sleep with him before the end of the night, teach every girl he met a secret handshake etc. But it was working for him, who could argue?

I've been in a relationship every year for the past five or six years, and before that spent two sad sexless years in college. I thought I was happy with my gorgeous Italian girlfriend. That is, until she started throwing around the idea of being together with me forever and all this talk of commitment.

That's the moment the fact that she had been with 29 different men, and I only three women, started to take it's toll on my psyche.

I left her after I partook in some shameful activites, and became determined to figure out what this hook-nosed Brit with awful teeth had going for him. And thus I found this community.

I've been reading and wathing videos, and going out identifying my SPs now for almost three months, but I still have yet to K-close. I did pull a 10 and her friends, but ended up screwing something up and now I'm left with two really close friends who happen to be 10s.

I'd say my reasoning behind this move to be a PUA is simple, I know I am a great guy, I know I'm funny, I know I'm attractive and I know I'm an incredible lover, it just seems women aren't interested in finding all that out yet.

I guess I'm just saying hello before I start to lay a barrage of failed field reports out in the coming weeks.

So I am Kilgore, and I am finally here.