Hi Matt, my name is Deep Lavender. Many people on this forum were once in your position. Actually all of them otherwise they wouldn't be here. If you are willing to put in the time and practice what is taught then you will see results. The only reason guys don't get good at pickup is because they quit. I personally try to help people out with the stuff I am both practicing and developing. The greatest this about the community is that we all post our techniques. Some of the best techniques were revised versions of other techniques. So we all build off of each other. I hope your journey goes well, and I am willing to help out if you need it.
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