Hey There,

I met a few guys at university that was talking about this kind of stuff (PUA) and such. At first I was very sceptical and read the books with a tongue in my cheek.

You see I was a guy that didn't do so badly at getting girls, I mean to say I was better than most of my friends yet most of my night was me feeling that I wasn't enjoying because there was so many people that I wanted to talk to and get to like me yet I didn't know how. It was like I was lonely in a crowded room. I could go out into the smoking area of a club alone and leave alone every time.

Now all that has changed. I'm new remember and my club game has a lot of work yet now I feel that I can talk to anyone, I don't fear rejection, I don't get rejected. It seems strange to me now that I was so apprehensive about opening when now it seems so easy.

Well essay over. I am here to learn, celebrate in mine and others triumphs and laugh at my failures.