Im 26 ,almost 27.I have never had a relationship.I slept with 2 prostitues , a 3/10 girl and kissed a 5/10 girl.

I was rejected by a girl at highschool since that I find myself ugly , wortless.I see lots of beatiful girls with handsome or rich guys.I dont see any chance for myself to have a girlfriend.I desire most beatiful women but I cant even look at them because it hurts me.I used many medicines for bipolar depression , lastly I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder.Im still using antidepresants and antipsycotics.

I see myself most ugly , unattractive man on the earth.I have no hope of flirting with a girl I really desire.

One of my friend suggested me to read books of neil strauss.I read it and I purchased some more . Rules of the game , The Manual: What Women Want and How to Give It to Them W. Anton , The Natural: How to Effortlessly Attract the Women You Want Richard La Ruina .I hope them works

I dont believe pua is real.I think only handsome and rich can find the most beatiful girls.I see pua thing as a money trap to sell books or material like that.

I need suggestions from you.Where to start , what to do ? Should I read more about NLP ? Is it real ? How does it work ? Isnt it a placebo ?

I'll send you a private message cause it's capping my response here for some damn reason.

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