| Hello friends,
I am a 30yr old recovering wussbag/loser from London, England.
When I say Wussbag I mean Wussbag with a capital 'W'!
- Firstly I masturbated to pornography on a religious basis, descending into depraved depths of self-gratification.
- I am also a former visitor of prostitutes. Visiting so much they would offer me loyalty card schemes.
- A champion procrastinator, trying to do everything but ultimately achieving nothing.
History
I was basically a desperate, perverted, weird, clumsy, awkward, socially retarded goof. Extremely unattractive and undesirable traits for a person.
I have been reading PUA/self- help material for about 3 years now and it has helped my psychology immensely. Before PUA I hadn’t been laid or had a gf since I was about 20. This year February my numbers came up with a hot Russian fox.
Obviously this novel experience overwhelmed me emotionally and I became intoxicated and clueless as to what to do with a ‘gf’. Henceforth I threw out everything I had learned in self-help and PUA and became a one-itus AFC chump by declaring my undying love for her, became dreamy and childish by planning for her to move in with me, dreaming up wedding arrangements and what we would call our children.
Guess what? Yep, she eventually saw right through me, used me, cheated on me before showing me the exit door like those bouncers do to those terribly annoying auditions on X-Factor and like the ones they show on TV I was dragging my heels, protesting, kicking and screaming, begging for another chance or just a little bit more time.
Women have metaphorical boxes that they tick when they are seeking a potential life-partner and I unfortunately got an X in all of them.
Anyway enough already! that was me then, this is me now. Yesterday was Good Friday and I made a pledge to never EVER to masturbate again and to become an attractive leading man who women fight over just to be with.
If you have read this far I apologise for sounding like a catholic confession boy but I am very grateful for your time you have taken to read this.
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