I have been half arsedly following pick up and game, mainly watching videos, reading the literature when i was bored, for a few years now. I keep telling myself i will learn properly and begin approaching however I have never really started.

However, im off back to uni and since ive done pulling in any scummy club i actually want to find a girlfriend, and to be able to have lots of friends who are girls that i socialise with regularly.

However, I have real problems talking to girls they seem quite foreign to me and i usually never get very friendly with them- there is usually some sexual tension there if they find me attractive or nothing if they are super hot and i dont act very cool.

anyway ive started reading MM and magic bullets and beginning to alter my mindset and habits concerning girls (they are all equal, beauty is common). there is this one girl at uni who is probably only a 8 however she acts like a 10, has something very cute about her, and is in a fairly exclusive clique ish circle to which i dont and dont want to belong. I just want to be able to talk to this girl however she always rushes off from our lesson once a week lesson really quickly so i have no chance to (it's french oral).

It is my mission to go against 20 years of bad habit and get the balls to talk to this girl and hopefully game her so i can be with her!

Hope to talk to some of you guys, sorry for ranting!