Hi.
Im writing this to you guys because after looking at my first introduction that was posted a LONG time ago ( the beggining of this year? idk ive deleted it) I realized that I basically showed 3 things..

1. That I talked WAY too much
2. I showed off way too much as well (I was talking about all the drugs and girls ive done n ya it was jus not cool)
3.I was too busy showing my ego to really just give a good introduction I actually MISSED some key points

I didnt describe myself I just talked about who I wanted to be..

and while I cant promise I wont break the first rule (lol) I do want to write something better..

So basically I decided to re write my introduction.

Ive been spending a LOT of times off these forums ( not like I posted much anyways) and I do not think I really appreciated just all that this could do for me.

When I first created the account I wasnt that productive in the forum. I think its because forums confuse me I mean theres so much I wanted to know but not that much that I rlly knew myself. I mean I knew shit but I was just looking to improve on the semi success I was starting to have and didnt want to show who I was. So I barely posted. What I knew I did try to share in a few posts but I really was scared to actually use this forum to get better myself.

So I just read basically...and read....and read some more.

And I even stopped focusing on my game for a while.. my results got a little worse each and every day and I soon lost the trust I once had in this brilliant community. I stopped going out. I stopped calling friends. I became depressed.

Until a few days ago. I have recently not been sarging at all. I realized that I not only have lost game but Ive lost relations with people. I know that a lot of you are in similar positions right now and I want to say that I am tottally disgusted with my social life because I know I can do INFINITELY better. Seriously the girls that ive been with recently SUCK!

So its time to get back into this. Im admitting I need help. Im admitting I should ask questions,, and im on here to help get my game back and write beautyfull fascinating posts and eventually help people out because I DO have a lot of advice to give. But I also have a lot to learn...

As im writing this I am 19 years old. Im a college sophomore. My pua name is Aiden because I feel like my real name just holds you back ya know? I live on the West Coast, an hour from Los Angeles. I did not lose my virginity until last year, aug of 09( right after my 18th birthday ) but ive known about this community long before I started to write here I first heard about in the pickup artist show in 07. Yes that is a LONG time gap between first learning about the community and my first full close but my progress was dangerously slow

At first my AFC ass refused to go out. I used it just with friends, to see how it works. and BOOOOM....... I instantly noticed results. For the first time in high school I was gaining something, not popularity but a little self confidence and social sense. really SLOWLY though. Eventually I worked up the nerve to approach ( about a year and a half later lol) and I got pretty good success with kiss closing at partys and raves. This led me to TRUST that yes this works and NO I eventually will use my virginity. But I was HIGH as a kite lol so I dont know if that really counts. Yeah the numbers were comin but I was really nervous to sexually progress and my first fuck basically the girl gamed me. But just losing that gave me so much confidence it was crazy. By the end of 2009 I really started spending time learning material and such instead of just a you tube watch every now and then. I started doing day game and all sorts of clubbing and I started being sober..for the most part lol. I have since f closed 6 girls lol I know not that big of a number but I mean I havent even been gaming since like summer and I was in a relationship for a while too; Plus I still live at my moms house lol.

So I was starting to get good but not amazing ya know still had a lot of trouble closing but I was pretty good at understanding the theories and applying them when I was in a good mood. My mood meant a lot because I have a disability called ADHD which makes certain things harder on certain days. From the ADHD I get feelings of depression a lot because I feel inadeqaute and slow sometimes and super charged up other times lol so unless I was in a good mood I wasnt able to handle it.

I dont know why I really stopped gaming (like I said I dont want this post to be super long) for a while but I want to be back. I want to learn more and reach the next level. That means im gonna have to get off my ass work hard and basically start getting rejected again and face that lol and my goal is to get good enough so that I can fully enrich my lifestyle and work toward my other goals better, which is basically to become a musician and artist living nicely in a big city. Dont call me shabby lol
So
I really want your help in two ways..

1. If anybody else has ADHD i mean it would just be really cool to share experiences and how you deal with it when it comes to gaming.
2. Wings. Yeah ive never gamed in pairs none of my friends are puas I mean they can get girls but its mostly competition zero teamwork ive fought with guys over bitches so basically e-mails guys lets work together!

And thats that. I wish you guys the best of luck on all of your journeys too!

Peace out
-Aiden

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aiden k. baker