Short info at end of my long story if you're lazy!

Hello everyone, I have finally decided to attack my problem front on but will need a lot of support. My story starts in fourth grade I believe. I was moved to a separate class for "high potential" individuals during 4-5 grade. I believe this was single handedly the worst experience of my life.

I moved onto middle school only knowing the "nerds" and not having any social practice. To make things worse I am used to being naturally good at pretty much everything. I am athletic and do very well in school but ask me to talk to someone I don't know and none of my talents matter as I will never share them with anyone. I had one joke of a girl friend in middle school (2 weeks, with oddly one of the "popular" girls).

In high school I was hit with another big set back. I dated a girl for a year Freshman-sophomore year before being cheated on and that was the end of that.

I am now a sophomore in college and have had like 2 hookups since the breakup.

My main issue is I am always concerned with how I come off to other people and because of this I actually end up coming off worse but idk how to stop it. I over think everything. Put me in a room one on one with a girl and I believe I am a master; because I am able to read people very well; however, when you try to read 30 people in a room at the same time your brain overloads lol.

>where you're located ---Madison
>your age ---20
>how you got into "the game" ---Currently reading The Game-Neil Strauss
>how long you've been studying and practicing pickup --2 days (my whole life if you count knowing how to read/appeal people I just never do, do to fears. I need someone to push me I think...
>which pickup method(s) you like to use ...
>what your hobbies/passions are soccer, computers, reading, music
>what your goals are --CONFIDENCE
>and whatever back story you wish to share with us. --Above.