Hayhay,

Deciding to post in here at last because I've learnt a fair bit from the thoroughfare of ideas coming and going throughout the public bits of this forum.

In the space of about a month I've managed to claw my way from useless would-be friendzoner, towards a bloke that stands out just a tad from 'the masses' when i go out on the town, and I've just generally grown some balls.

I'm lucky, I have an odd accent. In addition, i tend to drink excessively, as the avatar may suggest, which whilst helping me with initial game and mid-game also, does end up hurting towards the end of the night. We all have our vices. Getting there.

As i type this I'm half filled with self loathing about a D2 i fucked up, courtesy of having too much fun for myself, and the other half of me is filled with promise about other numbers I've acquired, and what on earth I'm going to do with a whole whopping 2 of them.

This weekend I've managed to egress from the idea of 'that one girl' towards the notion that i could meet a chick like that every day of the week, if i sort my shit out and stop falling head over heals for every girl that grants me her phone number and the time of day. Got to learn the process, right?

Anyway, expressing my gratitude and hoping to get involved in the forum happenings, I've a lot to learn and perhaps, finally, the willingness to do it.

In edition, I love studying philosophy. So i try and apply every philosophical concept I've read, from existentialist tenets to Hegel's master-slave dialectic into the way I interact with women, i think it helps me, or at least provides some false shield of education to hide behind when i fuck up or succeed. Anyway,

Cheers.

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""I did that," says my memory. "I could not have done that," says my pride, and remains inexorable. Eventually - the memory yields."
Beyond Good and Evil, Aphorisms,
Friedrich Nietzsche