It's an disease..

The term one itis.. And I was effected, severly... (two times) I've been suicidal so many times. I've experienced so much jealousy, hate and despair! I wanted to kill! I wanted to die.. I never knew it was a disease, but now I understand.. It's hard to realize, because I thought it was destiny.. For 8 years I had it, constantly. I still have it, but I think I found the cure: Become a hardcore PUA! I promised myself to never experience this shit again!

A little about me:

- My name is Mathias
- I'm a 22 years old Norwegian. (I'd like to come to the USA)
- I study physics at the university.
- My looks: 7.5.
- I'm 200 pounds and bench 300 lbs, and deadlift 550 lbs.
- I've never kissed a girl.
- My greatest lack is connection with women.

Now I have gotten a clear rejection from my one itis, and I need to get over her. As soon as I get back to campus, I will begin gaming!

I'm extremely self disciplined, and have so much will power! I wanna consume all PUA material there is!


Wish me luck towards becomming a MPUA!