Whats up guys! I am far from new to this community but in no way a PUA. Over two years ago I got my feet wet in this forum and it worked wonders on me. When I was introduced into this world, lets just say it did nothing but good for me. Prior, I was discouraged college freshman with little success in the world of women. Over the next year I worked on my game and was able to finally leave third base which I was stuck on and finally came home with a win. Unfortunately, my ignorance took over and left me burning in a ditch for a while. I fell head over heels for the girl that took my V card and she saw me nothing more then the current guy she was, well fucking.

It took me a while to realize what had happened and now I am back here with a new viewpoint on the game that I would not have been able to realize without that happening. I can say, with honesty, I have no desire to be around that girl again, im still haunted with the idea of her though. It is not unbearable and provides a good lesson of what not to do again.

Beyond that, I have had a few other major self realizations over the last couple months. I joined this community because I thought that I was not getting laid because of who I was and tried to change myself in the process. And yes, putting up the facade worked for those first few dates, but I could only be this person I created for so long. Also, I became so lost in who i was and this persona i invented for myself I forgot who I was which was the worse thing to feel when shit hits the fan.

I am back to my original self and am ready to enter the game for real this time. I realize the need to create new routines that focus on me, and still have a bit of discovery to realize what are my best traits and which ones I need to work on. Fortunately, I do not have as many obstacles as i did when i started. I am no longer shy, have improved my appearance: materially and physically. My body language displays much more confidence. Most importantly, I no longer have the anxiety of reaching the final goal.

Thankyou for reading and the best to all of you future PUA's

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