| Hi all, I'm Southern_Lights, a.k.a., Southern.
I'm 23, and from Missouri. I'm a college graduate, I co-own my own business with a partner. [Outsourcing PR, HR, payroll, graphic design, web design, and IT.] I'm average to slightly-above-average looking, and around 5'7 and 220. [Down from 245 a month ago, and aiming for 220 by May, 200 by July, and 180 by January 1, 2010.]
I've not been studying official "Game Theory" long; I've not even finished 'The Game', however, I'm studying it and other texts pretty hard so that I can "Meta-game"; that is, use the Game not for its direct benefits of getting laid or meeting girls, but that those things will help with my ultimate goal.
I'm smart, pragmatic, fairly charming, working on getting good looking. [I'm doing P90X which is ass-kicking, and amazing; and I've been on Invisalign for about a month, which is also extremely effective.] I've got a little walking around money, a nice apartment, and a nice truck.
I can start conversations easily, am fairly charismatic, but I have difficulty F-closing.
Now for the bad news; I've got an advanced case of oneitis. I would even say, terminal oneitis. I'm not learning The Game to get her, or, not directly at least. I need The Game to attract others, as, well, leverage, for lack of a better term. I need her to think she missed the boat on me. [And if in the meantime I have a good time, perfect!]
My hope is that through this adventure I will grow to not 'need' her or long for her, and that maybe I can get over her, but in the meantime, I'm using the Game to leverage myself as more desirable in the hopes she'll come running. I know oneitis is bad, but, I can admit I have it.
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