Hello, my name is Wired, and I’m an AFC. I’m basically new to the community, even though I’ve been into it ever since I stumbled onto it about a year ago.

When I first stumbled into the community it was just after I had got back home from my first year of college. I was partying, boozing, and clubbing it up. But despite all the opportunities offered to me in these target rich SPAM, I was getting nowhere I wanted to be(which was to have a girlfriend). Every now and then, there would be a drunk hot girl crawling all over me and a sloppy make out session to go along with it. But other than that no progress was made and I was getting more and more angry at the world as I soon became the last of my friends to get a girl all the way.

So I came back from freshman year defeated and doubtful I’d ever get a girl for anything than just fluke one-night-stands. The next part came from out of nowhere, I went to google and for some reason typed “the art of the pick up”. I know this sounds a bit odd, but that’s how it happened. From that point on I was fascinated when I read about what was possible and how I might attain superpowers someday.

But I’ve hit a rough patch and cant seem to get motivated anymore, and cant even fight approach anxiety anymore, so I’ve finally come to write about my experiences in theses forums in some hopes that I will be able to push through these doldrums of progress.

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