Hey, some of you might have seen me responding to posts, seen my introduction or none of the above. My name is Michael Raphael Rapoport, and I am starting a new chapter in my life where the last sentences hopefully will say, "today is the day I realized I was a mPUA." If I am not with my wingman, I usually am going to bars alone or with a group of friends. I believe I have great conversational skills, I am very confident, sometimes too confident, but this confidence lacks when needed, around woman. I can approach, chat up, and hold a conversation, its the phase shifts I need help with. This journal will tell the tales of my journey to becoming a mPUA.

Date: 2 Weeks Ago (forgot exact date)
Members: Josh, some chicks, and myself
Location: NYC Josie's Bar

So the night started off rough, I had to actually pay (since I am 18) to get into this bar, but you do whats needed. I actually accidently gave $20 because I was spotting my bro, but some chick was spotting us. Oh well, you don't fuck with your waitress or the bouncer. The night started out pretty dull so I asked the chicks with us (3) to play pool, the girl who I knew was flirting with me but she is like a HB5/6 so I was just being friendly, she let me crash at her place that night. After I beat two or three players (doubles) I got bored and gave my stick away, I immediately saw two chicks probably 23-26 HB9. I figured, they are perfect for practice. I asked my friend who has no fear to say the first sentence. After that I went all out. We probably spoke for 15 mins, he actually got bored and left me with the blonde HB9, she was from russia, made some cute jokes, said Oh you must be french, even without hearing that line I used it. I was proud. Her friend was shutting us out talking on a phone. So I negged her saying "your friend seems really important, is she normally this rude" After that my friend returned, and I tried chatting up the brunette, but eventually I got bored a left. I think they knew we were young but they didnt mind we entertained them for those few minutes and it was good experience. After that I decided I want to have fun and pretend I was steve Irwin or some british guy which ever came out.

I then approached two girls and a gay guy. Now I always knew that psychologically you talk to men first so the threat is eliminated, everything was fine, then I started chatting up with this girl and it was just like me and her, that is until my friend started becoming a dick, and asking this gay guy if he views looing at girls tits like a dude looks at a cock. So eventually that ended. We were not done, we wanted attention. Within moments we had a table full of people mostly girls. I started chatting up with this HB7.8 (I dont know how to scale haha) and it was great but I knew I wasn't closing I dont know why? I had IOI just I am like a blind kid trying to read which exit to take off on 1-95 it just wasn't happening. After that I saw this gorgeous HB10, I saw she was sitting with us, but away from everyone, so I moved my chair to her, and asked her "are you always by yourself" from there it went well we were talking, she was interested in me and again I didnt close, when she was going away she even said something about me coming, I had no idea where I was, and I pussied out a bit but regret it, next time I am going to try and at least get a #. After that I just was upset and wanted to approach as many girls as possible and get numbers. Me and my mate after being away for so long reconnected at the bar ahhaha. We see two chicks, and he cleverly asks "well are you gonna buy us a drink" I am still austrlian (or steve irwin accent) and say actually in ustrlia its customary for girls to buy the men drink. Didnt buy this at all, who would, but it was still good chat, later that night I would be with her so it was good.

After I had fun with that convo I moved on too a 5 set. At this point of the night I was so bummed for not going to a club I decided make the best of it, the guy (friend of my host) came over asked me to try and help him with a girl. He was a douche who bragged about getting numbers and then wanted to fight me and my friend he would have been retarded if he tried anyting its 2 vs 1 you aint a rock dont be dumb, you aint beating scissors this time. So there I am approaching a Hb4 and a HB6, after a few chit chat she tells me she has a bf, I dont remember what I said but I was like listen babe, I dont need to worry about that, she ave me her number and so did the HB5 (the douche didnt think I can get more than 2 numbers that night... um fuck him I did)

After the night was dying, I like every other american had to get in a bar fight and this is where my night got worse. My friend cursing out some AMOG got the drunk girls pissed so I went over there an looked directly into the eyes of HB7 and apologize, we chated for 5 mins till some douche pissed me off I got upset. So what did I do out asshole him. I made him feel retarded. He called me a fag for having style, then I said hey im not the fag who will have his dick in his hand tonight, I see every other guy at this table with a girl but you. Then he said i was funny kid, trying to out amog me cause the friends laughed a bit, then I got upset again, so I said listen lets be real your gonna go to jail eventually, stop pretending to be a closet homo, just commit a petty crime, and then you can drop the soap anytime you want, that blew my chances with the HB7 she started yelling at me to leave so I did. I returned later to that girl who I tried make my buy her a drink. After 3 mins 5 guys were around her, I said Im going to after party come if you want, she said yea. I didnt really care. But that was my first night of trying out the Game. I know it isnt descriptive and I know my mistake.

I need to work on my body language, identity, and then phase shifting. Its hard to here comments on how I did with this because its just a story and not really dialogue, but like I said only regret is not getting that HB10 because she was so interested in me, when I started to tlak to that other girl I met just before her she started whispering in my ear and shit, it was so sexy and I hated myself for not making the move.

Thank you for reading my 8hr night haha

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-Raphael

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Halloween Party
Date: Oct 27th
Location: Uconn Stamford Party

So my night started off a bit rocky, I had to pick up my friends from queens but it was all good. When we got back to stamford, there was a small party at uconn. My costume was a speedo kind of thing, and my friend wore the Borat Mankini, we both had to sneak in and eventually got kicked out.

At the preparty:

I met with a couple of friends and they all crowded me made me, great DHV. Girls started walking up to me and my friend and we were center of attention, at one point when we were getting kicked out, we actually were center of attention. A huge circle of people were chanting let em stay let em stay, it was great. My friend was getting the most shit I dont know why, but he fucked with the rent-a-cop so thats probably why.

After that scene I went up to some girls started dancing with them, then I said to most of them.

PUA: "So you heard about this after party"
HB(6-9's) : Yea are you going?
PUA: I was thinking about it, sounds like it could be good, but I'm not sure I will ask my friend, I dont want to get kicked out of another party.
HB's: Most of them laughed and said oh it's going to be awesome you should come
PUA: Well promise me a dance and I will think about it

Every girl (4 or 5) said yes. I figured my night was going to go great, sadly it wasnt a good party at all.

I get there and people are playing beer pong with water, I decide well how else can you easily increase your DHV then beat some kids at water pong?? and have people cheering you on, so I started playing and made sicks shots, thank you High School days of me not caring about school

Two of my games I had two different girl partners, I would say I need a change. With both partners I was getting IOI, in fact one of them even was kissing me every time I made a shot in, she was a HB5/6 I took the attention but I wasn't really going to do much ego trip. I actually think she has braces still if I remember correctly, (she was a twin I dont remember which one I was with long night)

The other partner was very cute we were flirting and all but I got completely AMOGed and thats unlike me I usually am an asshole and like show dominance, but this guy was a chiller and I didnt really mind so I said next game if you lose I will be your partner, I even started going on the other team making shots for them making double bounce, but they were gay and told me they anted to play so they lost. I then got with another partner again she kissed me but nothing much. I think I was with both twins I dont remember.

I getting bored so I go downstairs. I see a cute girl from my math class, immediately she shows signs of IOI so I talk to her then leave cause some girl wants to take pictures of me and her with my friend. I didnt want to hu with this chick I have no idea why just nothing was there. I took some pics of me and her and her friends were all like omg your so cute together blah blah blah...

After that I go back to this girl, try to get a picture with her but shes shy and nervous so we just talk a bit, I tried doing some games with her but she was shy and knew one of them so tried really hard to not let me win. I didn't mind I negged her for that and she was laughing. Only problem was she was sitting, I tried to get her up, spin her and sitin her chair, but she caught on and bumped me off. I tried to position myself but it was too hard. I continued chatting her up, I guess I could have just tried to connect better but I wasn't I didn't know how to with the Mystery Method. Usually I would just talk and I found out what I normally do is what I am supposed to do hahah oh well

After my friend gets this girls friends number I move on to a different girl. We are hitting it off im very close to her, were kino( i touch all the time I just am that type of guy, I am very comfortable with woman). I am naked remember just a speedo, and were by the door, so I want to move and bring her with me, so its a win-win scenario for me, but she tells me she is baby sitting, so I just chat there, but I realze after I asked to move she was beginning to lose interest so I left.

After another failed attempt at k-closing I just went upstairs and I was actually hating on the party which brought my mood down. I am optimistic so it didn't show.

I began to flirt/neg this girl in my class, she "hates" me but I bet I can change that. She is very drunk, too drunk actually, so I go to get changed when I see the girl I should have gotten with. Just before I came to this party I was flirting with her and her group, I made a funny ass joke but slghtly gay innuendo, I mean in all fairness I said I was a gay pirate hooker for Halloween, but yea said the joke told her well meet up then bounced.

At the party- sorry for sidetrack- I see her and shes on the floor, so I bend down (bad body language) but realize I just should sit.

PUA: so which costume you like better mine or his.
HB: Yours (obvious IOI)
PUA: Makes sense I think Im more sexier
HB: gigle
PUA: So what are you supposed to be a murder scene (wearing dont not cross tape)
H: giggle... no I am a firewoman but I took of my costume.
PUA: Well thats a shame I would have loved to see you in uniform.
HB: comment
PUA: Listen I have to get changed but I will be back lter (might have been wrong thing to do but woops)

As I am changing I am waiting forever for my wingman, eventually chick leaves, I try to look for her but no idea where she is. My night ends pretty much!

Positive
I wore a speedo/thong to a party - clearly built confidence
I approached multiple girls
I learned what I was doing wrong and how I can change it
I actually applied what I needed to be fix in other girls (later in the night I was getting better results)
I got kisses, girls to want to take pictures with me, and girls saying they want to dance with me later (too bad it was a shit party I probably owuld have had better mentality)
Great DHV at the start!

Negatives
I was amateurish - kept rushing issolation, not enough comfort building/rapport
I didnt K-Close or N-close
I gave up on sets to quickly
I had bad body language, bad mentality, bad identity communication
Smile more, someone said I had a great smile, I need to show it off!

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-Raphael

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Date: November 11
Location: Some Random House Party

So I went to yet another bad party, I figured well I can play some beer pong or talk to some chicks, so I did both, and horrible night on each. Really just a bad night for me all in all, I later find out that someone hit my car WDF! Mad pissed about that.

HB10 - So heres the story about HB10 and her friends.

I am playing beer pong and she has her back to me with couple of friends, I go to my wingman/teammate and say fuck this game lets go dance, he says one shot, I give in like a fool, turn my back to the girls for one shot we dont make it in I scream turn around to bounce and they not there. I should have just went to her and said something fuck the friend if he aint ballin too bad. Lesson learned, dont AA and just go in worse happens is I dont get. She was by far the hottest girl at the party too, we were playin beer pong and she kept just eying me and shit but I was trying to not give a shit and look away, it worked but I didnt follow through

Tomorrow night I will try again!

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-Raphael

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Location: Libation (NYC)
Date: Thu Nov 17.
PUA: Raphael, Phill.

So during class I left early to head to the city, I arrived and took 25 mins to find my wing's friends apartment. After getting there its a bro night right away, we have a couple cold ones, watch the Jets Vs Bronco's game and then get ready to party during half time. Yet again we find ourselves at a bro fest, not to many chicks all were hot, but they all came with guys so um yea... We decide to go to a bar or club not really sure what Libation is, sounds like a bondage sex move to me.

Once there the place is packed, like too packed, you can't hear the person next to you, you can't move, and the music just adds to the volume control. I see a bunch of hott girls, there was probably 10-15 sets I went to 6 of them. I tried to open up all of them so my friend (AFC) can see there is nothing to it. I didn't get nervous, but I kept losing the attention of people due to lack of hearing me. I didn't want to be the one always leaning in and show too much interest, but I will work on it.

My first set I opened gorgeous HB8-10 I tried to get everyones attention but like I said lack of hearing me. So I started talking to two people in this 5 or 6 set. I opened with bf cheater. I couldn't really segue too far because the other friends body language and girl code was negative and distracting my two targets. I failed really as a wingman because I dont think I gave a solid background for my wingman, I will work on that next time, maybe a quieter location for him and me. After I got interest from the girls, I decided to brush them off for a bit open more sets and I figured I would return to them later.

After opening up more and more attractive sets, my friend was getting comfortable, but still not talking, he couldn't even hear me and I was right next to him. I had to put my head in the center of all the girls like I was doing the hokey pokey. I negged the entire group at times, individuals and they always apologized in a flirty way.

In all the sets that I opened, I gained three girls attention, 1 had a bf was touching me, grabbing my scarf, and directly focused at me, (I used roll backs and such). Other females had my attention, but only they did, I wish my wingman had talked and distracted some of them. He is AFC and doesnt like talking to woman at bars & clubs really (at least thats what he told me)

Since the place was a commuter school frat thing, everyone knew everyone and it was very clicky. I even had to befriend the males first which is why I used the GF cheating on BF routine, cause well every guy will say the same thing pretty much while girls say otherwise and then a little argument starts and I have the attention.

I am going to a concert tonight.

Pros:
- NO AA at all, seriously I just looked at a girl stared into her eyes for 3 seconds and then tap my wingman and walk over. He didn't know the wingman approach so I couldn't work with it really.
- I opened every set that had really attractive girls but 1 sadly (it was originally 2 or 3 girls, then out of no where 5 girls came and circled them and I had no idea how to get in there without being rude).
- I was confident, I used tone better, paused, I was more attentive of roll offs, body language, body position, I keno'd some girls immediately to grab their attention

Cons:
- I didn't really have a conversation more than 5 mins, someone in the set would always lose attention and that would effect the other girls
- I didn't help my wingman out to much he was just watching me game and I tried introducing him he either didn't hear or didn't do much.
- I failed to open that crazy large set with a cute girl I stared down for 5 mins
- I should have just asked towards the end to just dance rather then try to do a routine and all (but I was showing my friend how you can).
- I left to early probably but I really had opened most of the sets, it was a jewish party thing and everyone knew everyone and was very seclusive.

Personal Goals for tonight:

Get 5 # Close
HU 3 Times (different girls)
Dance my face off.

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-Raphael

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Location: NYC Dubstep Concert
PUA: Josh, Myself, later run into three friends - Preston.
Date: Nov 18
Background:
HBa - asian (target) HBt - friend who invited me HBr - random redhead with us.

I was invited by a friend (HBt)to a concert I said sure, I wanted to hu with her friend(HBa). We had been introduced when I invited HBt to a party, me and HBa hit it off perfectly, but HBt dragged her away after 15 mins because she didnt like it, HBa was HBt ride. Once invited I was immediately texted by this girl. We were hitting it off very well, sexual tension built up, flirtatious message, and even pre-sexting. The story starts with me on a train waiting to get to their stop. I met some girls on the train who were actually going, just practicing my AA 0% so I was good.


Story:

Once I get to their stop I meet the girls we all sit down, and surprisingly they are all semi-tippsy, and have beers and want me to drink, I dont really like drinking just to socialize but sometimes you lose to yourself. Anyways we start to drink I had to rush two bottles for them cause they were light weights seriously 1 can or so and they were done. (they claimed they had wine before but please). We get to the city I meet up with my Josh and we go to the concert. Outside the concert, in line, I come to realize HBt + HBa are really popular in this community. With that said, I befriend a lot of the guys and some girls. If I ever go again, which probably wont be the case, I will have some familiarity with people.

Once inside we immediately start to dance, I try to grind with HBa my target, she's into it but keeps looking at HBr and like saying OMG! What is happening. I most probably over analyzed this and took it the wrong way which lost me credibility. So I bounce and head to other side of the theatre try and see who is else is there. Being slightly upset, I bulk up go to a random Hb6/7 to boost confidence and asked her to dance, and after 3-4 mins we HU. After we are hooking up I get bored cause there really is no thrill in hooking up, and say I will see her later. Ironically we actually bump into each other we dance a bit then I just leave. I kept bumping into her it was really funny, at least to me it was because I had no intention of seeing her again.


After returning to the group, I realize my wingman has disappeared, so I decide to look for him but end up not caring and dance with my friends. Trying to show a lack of interest, I only dance with HBt (who I still believe likes me, so jealousy plot line - I believe this cause of what happened later). After a couple very loud, not well preformed songs, I decide I need a break and go attempt to chat up some more females while at the same time looking for a friend. I find myself moments later outside the main hall and out of know where see some of my good friends from HS. They are in coat check, I decide the night is young I can chat them up and see how they are doing. Immediately I notice a 3 set with a gorgeous blonde HB9. They are taking pictures of each other and I go right in, I tell my friends to watch because I wanted to later game with one of them since he was like a brother to me (soccer team).

PUA: You guys modelling or something?
HB: No haha were all to short we wish
PUA: WAnt me to take a picture of you guys?
HB: yea
PUA: Alright but after I have to take a picture of you, hey blackfriend named Preston (hahaha) take the camera...

After taking a picture with them I begin to small chat, the blonde is completely interested in me and I am interested in her making it very obvious, but this is where I was losing attention of the rest of them because my friends from HS were not chatting just watching. So I said "well are you going to introduce yourselves or just play with your phones." the HB9 slapps me, giggles, apologizes and then introduces her friends, and asks for our names (IOI). Again I had to introduce everyone because no one would talk. they were like a stone statue. These are woman, not greek mythological goddesses. Since my friends are israeli, they have exotic names. After me playing cute helping them get the names me and the blonde are staring at each other just talking. I should have slowed down and monitored my tone but I wasn't consciously thinking about it.

I realized I was loosing focus of the other two girls. My HS friends were still being anti-social and just watching me. Even my bro preston was just watching, but I know hes shy and all, but come on I opened got them to be attracted and introduced you, they were asking for your names not you them. I decide to eject and talk to my friends, laugh, have a good time and catch up. Show we are having a good time, we didnt need them to enjoy ourselves.


Were getting close to the end of the line for coat check, and I decide I am not gonna show a failed set to my friends. They have to get pumped. I begin talking about how I cut the line to get in here, cut the coat check line, and how I am really really impatient. The HB9 apparently listening started talking to me, saying I can't cut her, tat she wont let me. I said sure you can trust me. She turns away because her friends pull her away, so I see an opening and grab preston and cut them. She again slaps me and says hey no cutting. After flriting a bit more about cutting them we cut them and I joke and say I told you I cant be trusted. I really wished one of these guys would have distracted the other two so I can isolate. (any tips please tell me I really want to know).

So I go into the dance area again dancing with my new wing preston, and out of nowhere josh, my original wingman, bumps into us. Somehow they know each other and were all baffled and shocked. I have usually looked up to Josh, but once I have told him my success with opening/dancing rates and my quick K-Close he asked me for advice. We begin to sarge together, I honestly felt my game was hurting with him but it was fun and we were trying out many things.

One of the sets we opened were two HB8-9 Blondes. I was going for the hotter one but I moved over took the less but still attractive one. Unluckily this one wasnt as DTF as the other, but she still danced with me, we danced for a full song, grinding and all. 1 reason I hate dubstep is that the music stops randomly, why!!! We are forced to stop dancing and it is awkward, even if it is for a moment, its like why are my hands on your hip? I will need practice on figuring out something.

After opening many more sets, testing out material, seeing what works and what doesnt, my friend disappears and I go off alone. Well the night wasn't getting much better. In fact it got worst. During this time I had a two set opened. They didnt want to dance, but I convinced them to dance with me, one girl was like lets go right now. I said 5 min because I was trying to hook up my bro preston with the other chick but he was smoking. They were upset, I tried to continue the conversation but it got worse quick so I ejected. (Should I have ditched my crew and just danced with the girl who wanted to dance with me badly?)

I then returned to where my original friends were, they were always in the right corner lol. I didnt see them so I started to grind with another HB8 blonde ( I think I have a thing for blondes ) I was wearing a scarf that night to help my avatar,plus scarves are sexy! While dancing HBa pulls my scarf and tugs me away, biggest IOI ever. I accepted, spun her around and started to dance with her. I was so confident, so proud, and so excited. I was going to do it. I learnt this move from Valentyn (Shout Out!), I grabbed her hands when she grabbed back which was every time I did it, I toyed around did it more than once, eventually I spun her. For some reason she was deprived as a child and never wanted to be a ballerina, she didnt know how to spin. She spun almost fell but I caught her and grabbed her into my chest, we were face to face just staring at each other dancing.

I am pulling her closer and closer getting closer and closer, she had a toy in her mouth, she takes it out, I get closer... closer. Eyes staring into each other, I tilt my head, close my eyes. then bam, HBt pulls her away. WOW! I hated myself for not kissing faster. My lips were less then 1cm away from hers, I am pretty sure I felt them.

I ejected so fast. I pretended like I didnt care through body language, but wow was I upset. The worst part is, when HBr + HBt left early, she came to find me. I was back in, we did the same thing, but when I went in closer she spun around and we were grinding again. I can't tell you how great she was. I spin her around again, she falls almost I grab her into chest, but she pulls away. I failed. We said good bye and she left.

After a few more rejections, some more just dancing, I got bored and went to the lounge. I met a couple of people, saw my original wingman, and met a cool chick who gave me a light show, a stoner who was really chill obviously, and a gril who I think I could have # closed but it wasn't working. I need to work on that. Concert ends we go get food, go on subway, go sleep. It was 6:30 when I fell asleep. I out of custom woke up at 1040 (after every HS party, since it was private, they were small and kids slept over, I always woke up early to get home via train ride what ever method possible, it has stuck with me since).

Pros:

I overall had no AA, if I saw a girl I wanted to dance with I asked her do you want to dance. I want to be more assertive and say "lets dance" or try a line or two to ensure only acceptance but I will have to test it out.

I became so much more confident in myself. Now that I am more comfortable with the set up and method's that need to be done I can integrate my natural game into the equation. I am more comfortable with this system than canned material. I still use it though at events I want to practice with it and without to see what I need to get results for my own material eventually.

I K-closed on my 5th or 6th night since practicing this with more than one girl.
I actually met a bunch of new people, was pretty awesome I love meeting people.
I #-closed and fb-closed some people. I generally enjoyed myself.

Cons:

The music!
Didnt get that HB9 Blonde from the coat check, I couldnt find her immediately and when I eventually did we starred at each other, I gave the signal lets dance, but her friends pulled her away. This happened twice.No idea why (help on this would be nice!!!!)

I didnt # close enough, not enough K-close, didnt get the HBa K-Close.

I didnt get enough video/pictures of the concert cause thats still cool. I did get in pictures though with random people so thats a pro!

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-Raphael

Aspiring Artist

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date - Dec. 11
Location - Friends studyroom
PUA's - ME and this uneducated AFC

I will edit this later. For now I will just post numbers and what I accomplished so I remember

HB 8.5 - Wing Cock Block
HB 6
HB 7 Bitch

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Hey bro.. keep up the good work! Going to follow your journal!

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Final's are over weekend Part 1
Location: Stamford CT
PUA's: Nerdy Friend & Me


So the night started off horribly, my plans got wrecked and I was forced to make new ones, I originally wanted to go to a party in Brooklyn but none of my friends wanted to travel for some reason, the female who asked me out to party hates going to NY and wanted to stay home, so I am rescheduling with her. She was the main reason I even wanted to go to this party. Chicks....

So this nerdy kid from my Comm class who is socially awkward to the ultimate degree asked me if tonight is still on. I want to take him on as my student and help him get more social he actually is the funniest guy in the world just has major AA issues and such but he is one of the funniest guys in our class and everyone loves him. So he has the tools to get woman if he just can talk.

So we start off our night just training him getting rid of our Social Anxiety. We talk to random strangers, sing in public stores, and I went up to random people asking them if they like what I was wearing while singing everything and he would repeat what I was saying. It was amazing fun. The party never really took off but I was getting ready for the next night to get our game on. He really had no AA after this night and it was fun. I later found out that he hasn't gone out before, never drove 20 mins from his house, never did this and that. So I think I am a good influence on him.

Pros

I am helping someone else
I really have no AA
I can talk to anyone and about anything

Cons

I cant #-close well
My plans failed and where I was (CT) there are no real back ups except for bars that ID and don't fuck around. This kid was 21 but I wasn't and I can't help him if I am not there.[/b]

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-Raphael

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Edit on previous message December 11

Facebook/Texting Game

So I was studying for finals and got fairly bored I knew my material. (for those who give a shit I found out I got a 3.88 average today so I did well )

I am there at my friends and previously I have been getting him dates cause I wanted to help him out get some dates and have a good time, but it was now my tun.

The night started off fairly well. I spoke to some girls whom I knew had strong-moderate emotions for me and within 5-10 mins got a future date planned out. My count was 0-3. It felt easy and great now I wanted a challenge. HB9, so I knew this girl from my middle school she was gorgeous then and still now, I actually thought she moved but she didnt.

I was very excited to test my texting game and overall skills. I must say I am very confident with my texting game.

So I just sent a friend request and within moments got accepted she was on. I see her profile pic see she is baking cupcakes so I open with a baking question. I ask can you make pancakes or something of that nature.

For 15 mins were talking and flirting about me making pancakes, going to IHOP, how she was making cupcakes, me saying cupcakes and pancakes are exactly the same except for the piece of paper, and so fourth. I then get into a more personal discussion about cooking and food, and then ask her hot or cold. She says Hot, I then respond with so pizza. And we continue talking for 15 mins again about random stuff.

Then all of a sudden my wingman messages her -thinking it would be funny- saying can you help me make pancakes. She being fairly intelligent thinks I have been fucking with ehr the whole time, or something is up, says fuck off in words. I now realize I should have brushed it off, but I was just laughing so hard and didnt really care so I said I guess I'm not having pancakes tonight and then said Peace.

After that I figured okay time to fuck with his friends. So I messaged a girl he knew and started gaming her. She changed her name or apparently had two first names, I am not sure. Then asked if she goes to home school, pretty much just had fun with her and the convo, she was really bitchy but it didnt phase me. Than she said something negative and I say that was rude and leave. For the next 5 mins she just pesters me about how shes sorry and blah blah blah... I didnt care but what ever.

I was very proud of my next accomplishment HB7. She was a girl I liked a while back, we had a thing almost but then someone told her some bs I was saying about her and we got in a fight, a year later we talked again and had some cute flings, then this year I re-sparked our relationship. After talking I said I would love to take you out, she was over joyed and said yes. I need to work on this a bit more because as of now we had a date but it didnt work on my part and the one after on hers. So yea... I need to get more absolute answers this week.

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-Raphael

Aspiring Artist

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Hey dude..it's great that you're helping your friend who has a lot of Approach Anxiexty. I'll be honest, I would love taking a guy under my wing who doesn't know shit and train him with this stuff. I'm actually learning really quickly and I see results fast and this pick up thing changes the entire life of a shy guy that cant talk to girls. Great job keep pushing your limits! I heard you sarged alone..as you know I just experienced that yesterday and it sucks balls.. the most positive thing about sarging alone is really pushing your limits. It pushes you to the MAX..so keep out of your comofort zone! Good luck!

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Final's Weekend are Over Part II
Date: 12/17
PUA: Nerdy friend and I

So my night was shit I will start off with that.

Some girl asked me to pick her up from the train station and go on a coffee date, I have no intention of dating her or anything. She invited me to this party and is nice and helped me in school so I said what ever I dont lose anything wrong. Because I picked her up I had to park somewhere I normally dont park and I had a tight fit in a spot and got a tiny scratch on my car I need to fix tomorrow


So the night starts me and her talking make small chat, I get bored and start singing the music in my car (we talk about music) I then meet up with my nerdy friend and me and him do the same thing as before talk to people and help him rid his AA. He even said how it helped him so much. I thought maybe it would work, how wrong was I.

Once we get to the party immediately I see two females I knew and start talking introducing him and trying to get him to talk he knows one so they do for a short bit. I was fucking cold and went into a party with hot chocolate from dunkin donut, they thought it was all alcohol haha... I driving I said numerous times, but nope they still believe alcohol.

So I go into this room and see gorgeous girls, I was actually surprised at what happened next. I like normal took control of the situation, made mad jokes everyone was laughing. Then I said everyone be quite I have something to say, everyone was quite, and then said "I can not believe you all just shut up for me, can you pass me that ball..." or something stupid like that. I looked at the girls and was like Yea I have that much control over these people... It was funny cause I seriously just owned this room and the people in it seeked my attention until I left and returned -no one was in there except for a few peopel haha... Later in story

So I am with my friend teaching him what happens in a party. He never been to one (house). So I am his partner in beer pong against these two girls. WE get raped, so sad, but its okay, I came back later and played and we lost with 2 cups left. I made a double and they didnt take both out but what ever I could care less. The girls playing were the same one from earlier they even made fun of me or tried and said why don't you go socialize, I was like fuck your exactly right, so much better than staying in this one room playing against people who suck and not meet one person, she just looked at me and knew I didnt take her shit, this hapened through out the game, and eventually she was just like I want to meet people, she left after we lost. Haha kk

So now teaching time. I tell him to go up to people and just say hi, anything. I even tried to introduce him as a german dude and they would be like omg thats so interesting sadly he would not talk at all. I was just talking to every girl we ran into. I figured talk to guys see if he is just shy around all people. Yup! He would talk but not for much oh well

Fight breaks out, I of course being a pimp have to see whats good and I know the people cause yea I am that guy who knows everyone. I laugh and this blonde girl pulls me away I think she is into me, telling me how she has been drinking the entire night and is not even drunk. My friend really likes her so I wont intrude or should I (I would like opinions).

We are talking for 5 mins she just keeps talking I get bored and eject, I really would love to do stuff with her but bro code???? (again confused if bro code exists really here)

So i see these three girls and I am like perfect from left to right HB5 HB 7 HB6

I have no intention of getting with them just helping my friend tonight was his night. I figure german introduction to get it started thn lead into travelling. We talk about how they go to different colleges in CT I pretend to think there was only 1 in all of CT and then blame it on being from NY, what ever. I then talk about how I am from France and we talk about travelling my Target (if I had any intention) was actually into me but I didnt know how to isolate her with my wing following me and her other friends also being interested in me all had IOI. HB6 was trying to tell me about england and all that crap showed her interest and the other girls not. Still my friend was not talking I tried saying I was in germany and met him there and he was just like Ya this true in a brilliant german accent. I am not kidding this kid once you get to know him is fucking hilarious!!!

So after I see conversation is dying, my friend isn't talking much we eject and try again on other sets sadly he doesnt talk. I see he wants to go and we pretty much leave I actually see a couple girls outside talk to them and tell him... bro you forgot your coat, which he did lol... So I got time to talk to more girls and this drunk bitch from my english class was trying to tell em how she knew me. I was like I dont know who you are except for my class and then she started to talk down to me cause she was frustrated I didnt know her. I was like to her friend... I think she thinks I am retarded cause shes talking really slow, we than all laughed. Then I said good bye and we left.

2 mins later the girl I picked up texts me and says where r u haha um shhh lady... she then drunk texts me all night um seriously shhh...

So best part of the night... fight earlier if you remember, I know who was in it (friend and his brother). So I see them bouning and say give me a ride to my car its far away... they tell me the story soo funny they ghetto and like they get hardcore when telling these stories and it was entertaining. They then were like bro you are so fucking awesome we partying with you soon. So now I got two new wings who are naturals and the friend thinks I am a pimp, he gives me social proof everytime he sees me, hes like ladies this kid is a fucking pimp he can get in all ur panties if he wants to, I then nod, and say but you must be over 18 I cant do 5-10 I gotta be rich one day. So can't wait for that.

Pros

Seriously I have no AA
I am trying to Teach someone
I have very good social proof and I can control a room a set anything

Cons

No number close or Kiss close (had many opportunities for both)

I need an answer to if I should get with that girl my friend likes. I can I invited her out once and she said yes but had finals so had to decline after than invited me out. So yea... what I do my friend has no chance with her.

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-Raphael

Aspiring Artist

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Thanks bro, I really only sarge alone, I mean I will have a guy sometimes with me but he doesn't do girls, hes usually just my ride and I see him once in a blue moon, you really do need a wing though for groups it helps a lot. I remember I had a 3 set, and had a target completely into me, but the group was also loving me, so I wasn;t able to drag her away they kept begging to talk to me as well...

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-Raphael

Aspiring Artist

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Best day ever! I learnt how to add a link to my super, australian translated to french re-translated to english by madagascar penguins whom are currently being investigated due to there lack of presence in the world, awesome werewolf proof -including vampire proof, and by this I mean f you are a twilight fan I truly have pity towards you and your family, mostly your family, expeditious I really thought I would get a red squiggly line under that word cause I made it up but its a real word, dont judge me english isnt my first language, and I choose this word cause I will be on many adventures, and probably not post half of them, timeless, cause a story can be read at any time, andyou can imagine your own world, fantastic Journel entries.

Now that was long, but I didnt say you had to read it all. Hope my actualy entries aren't as ridiculous, but they will be, at least they might include some sexual fantasy, but to make it fair I did mention twilight up there... right?

Raphael Rapoport
An aspiring artist

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-Raphael

Aspiring Artist

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Date: January 4th
Location: Random ass places
Car: Some homeless guy's
PUA: Me and my good mate

Right so the night started off well, I was working out with my mate and I asked him if he'd like to have a crazy night, of course he agreed who wouldn't. Around that moment some classmate of mine whom is socially awkward and a hermit called me, I try to open up to these people to be friendly, they are always fun.

So this classmate name lets say is Ryan, we decided to call him Kleveland and we emphasized with a "K". So the night starts off as such, klevelend drives like a woman, no sense of direction, he gets to my place 20 mins late after making circles around my immediate area (hes been her twice now). Quite funny, sad and pathetic but what ever. I discovered last time I was with this kid he didn't know what anything about his car, there was a flashy yellow light to fix something he said its been there for a year, I told him what to do, to my surprise it wasn't fixed.

So I take the keys, I can't allow my night to delay any longer, I pick up my friend and we are off driving. We eventually get lost because we have no idea where we were so we go into a gas station (7 11 is a big franchise its the gas/petrol stores) Their image or main sale is a giant slurpie like its a huge cup maybe 2 liters 6.4floz its called Big Gulp enough said. These drinks are very cheap, this big gulp cost $US 1.69 my friend decided to get a chocolate coin maybe the size of your palm for $1.05 it was fucking brilliant, his reaction to the price was the epitome of the mastercard commercials... priceless!

After that we go to a bar, now as one can assume (if you were to look at my avatar) I look like a justin beiber -prepubescent 14 year old maybe 16 at the most, so I did have trouble, but I chatted up the bar tender and she let us stay, I just couldn't drink no worries I drank later.

So were at this bar called bubbles, and we see two guys come out, now I wont say I dont get bothered by two gay guys, but that would be a lie, if I see two dudes mouth fucking in public I do get uncomfortable, yet again if I see two blokes kissing I immediately think or say this aint some amateur porno get a room. Right back to this club, here I am with my two friends, we have a big titty bar tender serving us, the place is about to close, and my friend has never drank shots before. Right okay tonight was gonna bea night. 3 shots within a 5 second interval. Check Please!

So we joked around he was driving but I made him do mini sprints, he thoguht we were serious, but I was like no mate I'll drive, he was about to get front and my friend was like back, I was like Kleveland, you fucking homeless man get your ass in the back we cant have you puking, and thus started the kleveland homeless jokes. The bartender was actually outside at this time and heard us, just laughed, I mean who wouldn't there we were a 16 yr old with a fake ID from rhode Island, I should have just written Mclovin on it, maybe they would just laugh and be chill. I mean I didnt pay for this I just knew a kid who gave me it, a kid who has never had alcohol, and some big dude. Quite the odd pair.

So I call up a girl who used to be fairly attractive, maybe a 6-7 but lets just say times change. We are going to her house, completely lost, and I am just yelling at her on the phone. She then tells me when I come over ot be nice she has a friend.

We get there and I park in the middle of the coldasack (no idea how to spell the circle thingy with the houses and streets... ah derrr!!!) I see her by the door, I thought it was her mom, she looked like a rego mom, let herself go a bit I see. Oh well I wasnt not gonig to have fun. we introduce Kleveland, and say he was a homeless man we found at the bar she flips out a bit, quite obvious he isnt but she isnt so smart.

Now the friend, pretty mcuh same thing, but she thinks shes hotter than she actually is, tele is on alcohol is out, sounds like a fat girls dream, I am surprised there weren't any twinkies or wrappers at least. So we watch manswers, an awesome show of tits and random manly facts and/or questions that need to be answered.

At this point my drunk friend Kleveland is drinking more and more, and he is just fucking hilarious, we are making very inappropriate (at the least) comments, for example I asked this girl if her pussy is wet when I started talking to her, and then asked if she was good at sex, she didnt reply I said well thats an obvious no, it went on. Then my friend was like heres 5 can I have a lap dance, one of the girls actually took the cash, I grabbed it from them cause well they dont deserve that cash, we have to pay for gas.

I grab the cash, stick it in my pants, and shamoo decided to go fishing in my boxers, I dont think she understood what I got a bite means, complicated mess. We hang for a bit, and I am an asshole, so please call me such if you will, but I promised my friend I would pussy slap the girl, I only thought there would be one over but there was two so I had to do both. IT was quite hilarious, the girl who had her hand in my pants didnt care, I even was like alright so your boobs fake or real, obviously real, but what ever grabbed, and was like yea these are shitty. She just gasped, then I pussy slapped her. Then went to her friend told her to get up, give me a hug, then pussy slapped her, I am a shit person, but in my defense she asked me if I knew Tucker Max, I said yea of course I am like him but not as successful, well after that she slapped me, cursed me out, and I just smiled. My only regret, them not being more attractive, cause then I would have gotten a handjob and obviously more.


Best part of the ngiht, drive home we needed gas, I go in to give the guy money, he starts talking about money, and I say I am making a porno to make cash and he should be the main attraction, he then starts talking to me about some british radio station on a boat. He said it was relevant cause they started this radio to get pussy since over 50% of college students are female in England. I laughed he was hilarious to listen to, but what? ah well as we both agreed. Pussy is pussy!

Pros:

I had an awesome time, made a new bartender friend.

I didn't have AA, I spoke to the few people at the bar.

I actually helped my friend talk to this girl, and they chatted up for a bit when I left them alone, he hugged her. In his defense, Klevelend is an AFC and that is good progress, she said good night and was lovely to meet him

Cons

I am an asshole!
I actually pussyslapped a person
I didn't get anything to happen
I am an asshole - seriously this girl said she is leaving the country and asked if i would miss her, I replied babe I probably will forget who you are in about a month, but then laughed, but seriously I think I would. Oh well she was nice when we were actual friends.
I didnt get any close at all but I didnt have the opportunity either.

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-Raphael

Aspiring Artist

Read the adventures I take as I discover my way towards becoming a mPUA or a dPUA (decent PUA) including completing the StyleChallenge ---> raphaels-journel-vt119594.html

Hahaha lool!! funny nights when you go out! I like the fact that you dont give a fuck about what other people think or what you say. That's good..if you have that attitude and start just a little bit more serious gaming..I'm pretty sure you can have great results in no time! Keep going man!

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