This is what i looked like past 4 years ... before i gone off the forum ( 5 months ago ) ( unhappy lol ).. i had a good social life , pickup skills etc.
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/11 ... osgrf.jpg/
( 6 months ago ) i got screwed in a terrible relationship lol.. totally fucked up , used you name it lol..i i had 6 terrible relationships in a row ( one of them was positive tho ) and i couldn't get over the last one. a doctor prescribed me anti depressants and i had a seizure on them ( lowest dosage ) - i ate 1 sandwhich daily for 3 weeks and sometimes i didn't ate at all. I didn't like my parents and i haven't had a normal conversation with my dad for last 12 years ( his fault )..i hadn't anyone solid to really got to ( like parents )
i was laying in bed.. and i realized there is something wrong with my health.. my vision was very blurred and i was having allergic reactions. basically start asking something invisible to help me out here... and i start attracting stuff on the internet , i start running in to certain people who teached me something totally new.
i stopped eating for a few days and 5 months ago i picked up a RAW food diet.. 85 % raw veggie and vegatables , no cooked food - no processed foods, no lactose , no gluten, no additives, only whole foods. no meat unless it's raw salmon or raw egg ( high quality. i start eating hemp seeds ( industrial hemp seed oil ), multiple herbs raw, i start eating superfoods and i picked up a study about diet ( also ancient indian books etc ) . i started applying all solutions from alot of health gurus like dr. mercola , david wolfe and many others. i also start studying herbal medicine again to improve my health as much as possible - i really stuck to it and took myself 100 % responsible for all my own health( instead of going to doctors.)
i stopped doing pickup and gave up sex, psychology and pickup.. i decided to travel around and i ran/ attracted alot of spiritual experiences.
i improved in general ( still working on it).. 180 % turn around
this is me today :
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/23/img1134kb.jpg/
i jsut realized it today when i ran into some old pictures, so i decided to post it
another weird thing that happened is that my eye color changed.. i had very dark brown eyes. 3 weeks ago i started getting weird spots in my eyes and my eye ( iris) color started changing. the edges of my iris turned from brown to green to blue
. i tried my best to take picture up close but it's really hard.
here you see the edges change color
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/535/img1147bu.jpg/
here you can see clearly some green that has turned blue-ish, there is a large blue / turqoise spot on the right side.
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/607/img1144y.jpg/
you can only see it from close but i don't have a camera that's good enough for this distance.. the photo is crappy but you see the blue circle complete in the middle to lower parts of the eye.. the white on top is a light.
http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/59/img1143vh.jpg/
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