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A few of the guys are doing this and I feel like unless I keep track, I'll find excuses to avoid going out in the field.
I am going through the 30-Day Stylelife Challenge (though I'll probably avoid any parts that come into routines etc. since that isn't my goal) since the last few times I attempted it, I usually ended up getting my goal of finding a girlfriend before getting to day 30.
Before doing day 1 I dusted off the charm on a few girls (HB7 Waitress, HB7 Gym, HB8 Gym). I'm going to continue trying to seduce the two girls from the gym but I doubt I'll see the Waitress again (she did not swipe right on me on Tinder, blast!).
I decided to go to the mall/Chapters today to get a few things. To start with Day 1 (make small talk with 5 strangers).. I really didn't wanna go out today but I had set it as my start date. The reason being is that this is a significant 'anniversary' date for me and the ex. I went to upload one of my photos to Facebook today but when I went into one of the albums, one of her comments was still there (she blocked me from everything when she moved away so all her comments are supposed to be gone/hidden) and it just ruined my state/vibe/frame for the day but I did it anyways.
Walked up and opened door for HB7 walking into Chapters, just chatted about finally getting good weather.
Chatted with a HB6 who was acting like camouflage in the aisle (scared the hell out of me).
Chatted with an older gentleman in the line-up about the cookbook I was buying.
Chatted with HB8 in line-up for A&W about where she worked (Bodyshop)
Finished the mission by chatting with an older lady in the line up at Shoppers about different Shampoos.
I was going to buy some new clothes today but my state was ruined. Just wanted to get my "task" over with and get out. I was too in my head today and I was reluctant. Going to have to correct that as I progress and actually start opening girls with intent.
Don't get caught up with this idea of state. There are too many ways to misinterpret it and it's not very well understood or explained even by the best guys. Stop thinking in terms of being in state all together.
You just want to be relaxed and chill. That's the baseline. Not hyper or pumped up.
You are not enjoying the process. If you keep being negative you WILL burn out and return to your passive behaviors within a matter of days, not weeks or months, but days. What you are doing now is beyond the norm, the last thing you want to do is add pressure and willfulness to anxiety. That's what will pull you back into scarcity and settle for a girl you don't really like, you'll make it your comfort zone to avoid these negative feelings.
You will toughen up with enough experience. Great job in getting out of the house.
Reward yourself more. Be nicer to yourself, praise yourself. You are a god and this is part of the process. Keep the big picture in mind.