Alright, I'm hoping one of you lads wouldn't mind posting your advice this time around. So this date never happened before she went to mexico with her family. Anyways, she gets back, we see each other at school. I got her a weekly working gig with a group I play with (this was done for professional reasons strictly, she's the best singer in the school). Anyways, she comes to hang out with me and my roommate for a couple of hours before she has to head out and meet her friend (same friends as before, she is seriously close with these ladies). Anyways, when her and I get to my place, she asks for a tour of the house, show her the whole nine yards, when she gets to my room, she makes fun of the blanket. I invited her in to test it out, she grabs the blanket and runs to the couch where we both use it while hanging out with my roomie. She has never voluntarily had sex and was unfortunately raped by a fling she had earlier in the spring. I get that she might be cautious with guys. Anyways, before she leaves I catch her by the door and ask her "Hey Trouble, are you actually interested in that date? Cause if not I can continue to just be your amazingly talented drummer." I know it might have been a little too nice, but in the case that she wasn't interested I can't risk any awkward or damaging social situations (it's a very small and fragile community at school haha). She confidently says "Yes. I would have told you if I wasn't... but only if we play board games (I always joked about kicking her ass at Scrabble)."
Anyways, there's the background. Whenever I text her, she takes ages to text back, even longer than I do (and I take half a day at best). She always texts my room-mate within a few hours, but they only text about project related things (my roomie plays drums in her original band, which is what keeps her very busy as she is working with a few people on her album) so I guess I could see how she would take time to text for time sensitive work reasons. She used to be quite a bit quicker than me to text back, right before she hinted she liked me, she was joking about how she is scared of dates and it is hard for her to get involved with a guy, but she wants to with the right guy... which lead directly into "so what do you like in a girl?"
So there's the story of the confusing girl who insists she wants to date, but is impossible to lock down a date with. I have only seen women who turn out to be somewhat similar to her as potential gf material before I got to know their situations. I have had healthy relationships that last up to a couple of years with initially commitment reluctant women. I can't date women who are eager to commit because they expect me to be readily available, and I can't do that with my career and schooling. Because she is in the same situation she understands. I don't want to get all needy and say "we need to lock down a date, or else it's off" Because well, A) women hate needy men who put pressure on them. B) I hate feeling needy, and C) it just sets the tone for the first date and it ends up being a total drag. It's only fun if both parties actually want to be there. Is there anything I can do? I am seeing/sleeping with other women outside of school, but there is no potential with them as no girls outside of the music industry understand the commitment it takes, that all the last minute bails are actually genuine, and how sparse I'll have to be.
At the beginning of the year I kind of had a player label simply from hooking up with a couple of singers who happened to be her friends (only within the first month). When she first started showing signs of warming up to me she told me she was wary of me because her friends told her I was a "womanizer". I laid off the girls at our school for a couple months and met people elsewhere.
Sorry for the wall of text
How should I handle this?