Here is my story.For first time i decide to do something,so...
I know her about 4 months,and she is special i can tell you not like other girl,you can't hook up with her in club or something like that,she dont like that.I need to say that we are still teenages she is 17 i am 18.
We get out for a couple times,and talked on facebook so much every time for 2h maybe more,she really like to talk with me.One time i get drunk and send her SMS:You know i love you a lot,she return <3.So i know that is bad cause i was drunk but she continue to talk with me.So last time it was fridey,the last one.We get out and i tell her that i lvoe her,not that way.I read her some love story,idk to explain but in Serbian language you have a lot of words so you can make a really fucking good story.Mine was really good,and she liked it.
When i read it she has that beautiful smile all over her face,than i taught it's time to kiss her,but no she started to talk.She said she likes me,she like to talk to me,she like to be with me,etc but she dont like to go fast(i was like wtf man).Than she said that story is gorgeus and that noone ever write something like that to her,and she ask me to give it to her to save it.She added to that we can hook up now but if we break up we will stop to talk and see each other and she dont want that(again wtf).Than i just said ok and hug here.We were siting and she tell me about 10+ times how she dont want me to be said now,cause we will continue to hang out together.Than i send off her to home and before she left i asked her do we countinue to talk,she said ooo yes,so i said ok but i want us to be more than just a friends,so she replies with ok,we will see and than kiss me(not in mouth -.-) and i get one really long hug,than he goes trought the door,than turn back and looked at me for 5sec smiled said bb and go.
So that was my first time i tried to do something and i get over my fear,but its fucking complicated now.What to do know,pls help me anyone.