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my girlfriend dumped me when I became more and more the old me and now I´m really confused where I should start from..
I think you answered the question yourself.
We all want to be ourself. For me that would be buying a 55" tv and watching series till i die. This is the easy way and we are designed to take the path of least resistance.
The hard way for me is learning. Playing piano, guitar, producing music, doing photography, traveling, working out, going out, getting a degree, writing a book, stuff like that. It isn't easy but I never run out of topics to talk about.
You should never completly give up on c&f attitude. When relationsip evolves, you just do more funny and less cocky, but still cocky. Women will stay with you for as long as they dont feel they "have you". Once I start acting like a little insecure bitch and start praising her every day, she leaves me in a moment. But as long as I give her semi compliments with a little neg in it, and keep being cocky, she actually wants my kiss. and everything else
That doesn't mean you are arrogant. You are cocky funny. There is a difference.
And remember, she fell for the "bad cocky funny pushy guy". When you stop being that, how can you expect her to stick around? Its like you are with a girl because she is blond, and later you find out she is wearing a wig. Deal breaker, huh?
You should be comfortable with delivering cocky stuff while being funny. And you should keep doing that, to keep the attraction going.
NOTE: once in a while you will come across an advanced chick, who is resistent to this cocky stuff. Hope that is not the case here, or I cannot help you; am in that situation as of now
The relationship question. How much do you know about pre-selection?
If she thinks you are taken, there are two advantages: preselection, which makes her wanting you more-its plain genetics and second, you can come in under the radar - she thinks you are already taken, and not searching for a gf. You can play "i just want to be friends" card. until you kiss her
And you have the third advantage: you are not actually taken, so you are single and you have no moral obligation whatsoever (in case she goes: "ooooooh my god you have a gf and you kissed me!" you just say no i'm single.)
hope that helps