so last night i was at a party, when in walks an hb10 and her roomate. i have known the hb 10 since 6th grade, and have had a crush on her for almost 8 years. A little backstory: i sawe her at a party before were i was doing lots of kino, and very openly hitting on her, and also had a good conversation about our hobbys and whatnot. when i was doing this it seemed to make her really shy and nervous, exactly the opposite of how she usually is. So last night, right from the start, she was actively ignoring me. when she walked in and saw me, she immidiatly turned around and began whispering to her roomate, it seemed to me she was talkeing about me. she did not say hi, didnt even look my way. if i approached a group she was in, she would turn around and ignore me, and at this point i felt that she liked me. there was one point were i was talking to a hot female friend of hers and she literally came over and pulled her friend away from me and they both walked away. after the party was dying and she was leaving, i knew i had to do something so i got my ass up from the couch and walked towards the door she had to walk out to leave, and began talking to the dude driving her home. when she walked past me she didnt look at me and i was like yo what is the deal are you ok? she then was like yeah im just really jetlagged i just got back from europe. so i was like whoaaa cool tell me about it, so we start talking. when we were talking she seemed really timid and shy again. she made veryyy little eye contact. the 3 people she was leaving with walked past so it was just me and her. in my mind i was thinkin: she is holding up her friends to be here talking with me so now is my chance. mid conversation the driver come back inside and is like ok we are leaving, we both ignored him, then he walked away. the hb 10 stayed. i noticed that even when we both stopped talking she stayed. during a pause i just looked at her and went for the kiss. after we kissed she turned around and walked out the door. so my current situation now is that i kissed literally the hottest coolest girl i know, dont have her number, cant make it to the party she is at tonight, and am lost at what to do. i will see her again at a party, i just want to see her now lol. im also curious at why she ignored the shit out of me, pulled her friends away from talking to me, and the decided to stay to talk to me, and literally after we kissed turned around and walked away.wtf

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